♥ Yes! We go!

cheater cheetah.

2012-01-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

my bestfriend's boyfriend cheated on her again. asshole.

hahaha. i can't believe that word comes from my mouth. i speak only the good words so if something like "asshole" comes out its something extremely annoying and friggin' gets me on me nerves~

this guy, he's sucha toy. he is the toy that toys people's feelings. he is a freaking problem man. hahaha. i met masmas at causeway point earlier today and had dinner with her at pasta mania. i was so afraid to tell her. actually i was debating myself whether or not i should tell her. should i let it go and keep on advising her to move on and just forget him? or should i tell her now, at this very moment, let her cry her heart out and done with it.

yeah i took option 2. id helped me well. he was so nice and helpful. but then.. i realised its pretty hard to tell mas. i couldn't muster courage, truthfully speaking. seriously. it was so hard to tell her. anyways, i did. told her slowly...and yeah. but the best part was i cried too! haha. i'm supposed to be there and be the support for mas but then i don't know why the blardy hell i cried. hahah. too emotional uh. cannot tahan. as a bestie, i just.. feel for her. you know. yeah if you know.

its not once, twice but thrice that she broke up with him. and i've told her so many many times that come the third time it is the same excuse. we can't deny but its such a trend. this guy is getting older and bolder. and gong gong and ding dong. she got to move on ahead than him already. that's the only things to be fair to herself. i told her never to depend on him or even expect his calls because it is merely just lies. he's gonna treat her like rubbish knowing that she is always there for him. but seriously, after i advised my bestie masmas, i really hope she would look in the positive side and 'X' him away from her life.

haiz... this is what i'm afraid. have never been in relationships but still... i'll just pray that i will be kept away from such situations. insyaallah.

oh. it's a minute to 1.30am and i am so hungry.

hungry. oh.

does matter.

2012-01-29T01:10:00.003+08:00

i'm
s ta g ge re d
in thoughts of mind
in such uncertain shapes
of music

i'm
baffled
at the neatly packed
of books hosting
the night's show

every sentence in its own means
clouding view
springing thoughts
every now and then
coming down to the end

almost missed the beats
and the drum
settings in the change
i'm adapting
a tune so fine and melodious
that's where i coming through.

day dream. and JPO.

2012-01-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

i day dream day and night
i caught a castle and sealed it tight
i'm not running away to hide
to the dream i'd bring to light.

good evening.

today i surveyed some glasses. i want a new pair of glasses. as a birthday present. hehhehh. i saw a Paul Frank glasses which was really really nice but the price- ohhh it was blowing my mind. haha. i wish crystals would fall down easily from the sky. i sigh that away and now i know at least what kinda design i wanna go for, i'll just.......... find something similar. i guess.

my cuzzie just texted shiha asking if we'd like to go out tomorrow. we were on about the place to go when suddenly the convo just went..... no. took a reverse. she just said she doesn't have the mood to go out. whyyy the hell do you ask in the first place? you know...i guess some people just have to bring someone down if not themselves. nevermind.

gosh my lappy. at the bottom right hand corner, this stuff kept popping up saying "Low Disk Space". "you're running out of disk space bla bla bla.." shuddup~ and when i click on it to clear some stuff, it only gives option to clear off my Rubbish- which~ i already did. it's clean and neat as my..... kitchen sink! i don't know what you want computerrrr.

i went to Johor Premium Outlet yesterday- friday. with my colleagues. it was really huge and the place is really nice. it has the imagery of.. a park. with nice bench, toilets and playground.. and all the shops are like per piece! hahah. i was awed... those brandy outlets- some i haven't heard of like Michael Kors yeah it was nice to see. i'm not someone who's so particular about brands by the way. so i was freakin excited seeing shops per shops of brandy names.. Roxy, Levi's, GAP, G2000, Fossil, Burberry... whoa. it was crazy. Coach had nice bags. but the price is though it is converted. from Sing to RM. the bags cost like 1,200 to 3,000rm. i felt that it was too expensive. imagine a one piece of a card holder or purse cost 400rm? seriously you are kidding me. shiha and me decided to be wiser and calculative of spending there. Levi's and Fossil and Cotton On had a more pretty and decent pricings.

We're worth it.

2012-01-08T13:34:00.001+08:00

just a few days ago at work i cried. lol. i swear i wouldn't cry again but i just can't. there was just alot of emotions..enclosing round and hurting the sentiment in my soul. geez. i sound...

anyways. i was sick a day before. don't know why i was so tired. prolly just so tired from working and thinking too hard about it. i think i was all drained out. so i took a day off from work to rest. was coughing and had flu so i decided to see the doctor and also.. yeah. get a medical cert to cover my sick leave. and when i returned work, i was discussing with my supervisor about how we'd wanna manage giving out the bags to staff who haven't take it in conjunction with the Friday's event. and i had a mild uh. argument. well it wasn't me who argued. it was her. my supervisor. blardy hell. haha. she lost her cool. haiz... she is so like that. so here's how it happen.

i started out explaining to her my idea about how i want the system to work. i wanted to do all at once because if after the event i presume everyone would just rush home. i told her that i've discussed with an IT colleague and how he's willing to help out. wanted the scanning station to stay at the entrance of the hall till the end of event and so that we will not miss out staff (who haven't took the bag) from "running away". but she just don't understand my idea and the thing is, i don't know HOW that our communication just twisted with her telling her idea. i didn't know when it came in. i became confused. keeping quiet to digest what she just said. but she took advantage of my quietness and roared instead. freakin maniac~! and she goes about telling the list that she wants me to give to the IT. urgh. i tell you the whole conversation is ugly. but i didn't even raise my voice. i was surprised at myself. just maintained calmness in my myself and explaining to her again but she still couldn't get it.

in the end of course we didn't go with my idea. cus she doesn't give a care and second thought about mine. anyways, i force out doing the things she didn't WANT me to. lol. wait. she wanted me to give her 2 lists. i did. but i talked to the IT first before giving him what HE needs. you see, my colleague is the IT and he knows the system better than us. when he proposed the idea, i felt that it was right and absolutely the best idea and i understand it from him. i mean- just think about it. we have a professional here who's able to advise to us. just THINK about it. secondly, i wanted to give out the bags at the entrance of the hall but supervisor wanted to give out at another location. i adhere to that. tsk.

so when i gave the IT what he needs, i was prepared to be called up again. this time it was over the phone. goodness. you'll never imagine. you hear her screaming freakin over the mouthpiece being like a stubborn kid wanting only her way. damnn. how spoiled. and i just couldn't get it why she couldn't understand what i'm saying~! i'm seeeerious. twice and thrice and maybe the 4th time explaining...she won't ever get it. what's inside that brain of hers?! brick and sand and water = cements?? i explained it in the simplest manner and term and what exactly was told by the IT person. anyways she demanded a testing on that very day. hurt. i was hurt. haiz....... couldn't control my emotions. i just got better. was feeling a little light that day too. and i took a time off, went to the toilet to cry. then i walked down to the admin at customer service. talked to some other very nice colleagues. couldn't contain my emotions and cried again. lol. it was painful and embarrassing to cry in front of them. what would they see me? weak? haiz.. well i was, that day. but they're really nice.

after lunch that day, supervisor walked to my table and gave me chicken pie. what was that supposed to mean. her look on the face was apologetic. haiz...... should i take? lol. didn't feel like eating it at all. i don't want to even try and get close to her. have always avoid any discussion with her and only talked to her when needed or important. i know this may not be the way but i think i'm content to doing what i'm supposed to do and doing what is right. honestly, how long will i be able to survive under her?? geez.. i don't want to think about that.

anyways the day has gone and we only had a handful of staff who came to collect the bags. as i had presumed~ they all went home. so now we still have got like 400+ bags left. need to set another mission to give that away. tsk.

lol.

in life i always think i'm on a mission. i hope to get guides from the Almighty and always, always to think positive in all the happenings. He knows to take care of us, He knows what he is doing and all i gotta do is to put my faith and trust and everlasting love to Him. God knows we're worth it.

Got a camera, got a camera. hohoho.

2011-12-26T19:04:00.000+08:00

this is crazy. haha. i just saw my stats and i basically get alot of views on my posts on kpop. hmm..should write more. :D heheh.

today is the last day of Megatex IT sale from Courts at Singapore Expo. goshh...i thought i had wanna go but then the weather is... windy and cloudy and just somehow doesn't makes me wanna go out! lol. so now i am staying at home makes me guilty by the way because i'm consuming JUNK foods! great huh. its all in the mind, maya............. Junk foods are brilliant. they make you happy and so should eat like there's no tomorrow. ^__^

i bought a canon camera - orange colour, small and sleek. for a pretty good price and a bunch of free goodies like memory & SD card x 2, mini tripod stand, screen protectors and uh what else i forgot. *scratch head* there's more but i can't be bothered much. so it really captures sharp images...and fast focus. and i don't have to do much of editing. or nothing at all.

maybe i should have bought Nikon. only because YG family endorse it thats why!! haha. yeah.. maybe the next two or three years?

o.m.g my hair! what is this..... split-ends! i hate split-ends. once i start finding one i can't stop. ohh dear..seriously tell me my hair isn't spoilt. =.= grrrrr..

tonight's the movie Jumper on 5. yessa~ one of the good movies that i had enjoyed.

tomorrow i'll be working as per normal. but i'll find myself all alone cus all the others have gone on leave. christmas mood watcha think hahaha! i get all the office to myself but oh well... lunch will be sooo lonely~

i miss my primary schoolmates. i hope they are all doing well and health care is taking good for them. sighhhhh yai yai.

Flippin' the old book

2011-12-21T23:24:00.006+08:00

for the first time in FB someone uploaded a primary school picture! epic sia. everyone were soooo cute!!

flashes of old images and happenings ran through my mind like an old film recorder. it was freakin' epic! i was freakin' happy. haha. and...i can't believe i've really good friends and got along well with almost everyone. i don't mind a class gathering. (=

haha FB.. FB itself used to be so epic. where everyone uses it but now i don't much. its not relate-able for me...unlike Tumblr~ so i log-in FB to update my stuff not status only cus it might seem dead if i didn't hahaha.

i am actually feeling unwell. i'm down with bad flu and cough but i don't wanna get better. haha yes! i love my sickness and i don't wanna get better. i miss getting sick. and i truly believe it comes from the Almighty God. so i want to endure. i'll bring this sickness to my work, to my room, to the bathroom, to the mrt.. hees.

the day was good today. many things to settle at work which i will continue tomorrow.

shiha showed me this funny clip. its a song parody and its in Malay. it's..... freakin' funny~

alrights. goodbam!

BigBang parody of I am the Best

2011-12-18T23:24:00.001+08:00

i was watching this... i think this fancam has got a good shot of the whole dance parody by BigBang for 2ne1's I am the best. hahaha. TOP is tooo hilarious. welldone. i likeeee~

credits: NguyenKhanhChj91Youtube

and oh dear. i didn't know he kissed taeyang after they won that MTV Ema award...

credits: domotokki Youtube

he's hot and funny... that's a perfect combination in a character. omgosh...look at him eyeing at taeyang. like a hungry maniac. and suddenly PECK! taeyang was like Ooooh! what the hell lol lol

expected~ haha.

anyways! today rained the whole day.. alhamdullilah. my family and i went to Jurong Bird Park and wow...so tired. the rain didn't stop us from going. actually from leaving the house. dad had a phonecall of about 6 times of people giving him some trips to carry out but of course had to refuse. we have specially set aside today to go out! its all in God's test. the downpour didn't even stop when we reach JBP. there was sunshine and only a while.

we saw the many kinds of birds. we got to see the keeper feeding the penguins, the hawk, the eagle, the vulture. and me and shiha, we feed the ostriches!! they eat bananas!! do you know that ostriches can reach almost 3m in height?! and i honestly think male ostriches are PRETTIER than the female! lol. Oscar was the name of the male one. he's sooo pretty - uh handsome. he's got pretty long eyelashes, big eyes, big butts. big feathers.. wonderful. he kept looking at us and we're too afraid he'll peck on us.

i'll share some pictures..maybe tomorrow. (=

Never knew, never knew.

2011-12-08T21:55:00.001+08:00

my boss had been away for a few days and when she comes back, it's like a sudden wind just hit my back. or or...i'm sipping my cup of tea and she screams from behind. and i spit everything out so dude... that's rude. i've been covering up and doing my best in this work and her work and she wanna like be a screamo suddenly?? not even settling down in her own seat! the moment she walks in that blardy door and to my place, she starts asking, "any issue? quick, quick. tell me what's outstanding". not to forget her face.. goshhhh.

i can't even face it. IT'S DARK CLOUDS!

i was like- really. what the hell man. yeah. it's 8.40am, i'm starting my engine and getting my focus, i know you're coming back after a heck. longest break, and there she was walking up from behind asking THAT question. really, such a startle for me. she could have said, "hi maya.. i'm back. how's everything?"
HOW'S EVERYTHING is so fine. or, she could have said that she'll get back to me for updates or let her settle everything and tell me to go up to her after 15 minutes and update her everything. you know, seriously and sincerely that would be sooo much better. because if she had taken some time to settle herself down and go through all the necessary like the emails, she will be glad.

at the end of the day, i learn that no matter what you got to be appreciative. if you're appreciative of anyone or anything, you will be respected. you will be understood, and understanding of one another.

i may be lower than her but i got pride. and my self-esteem. and even my tiniest confidence.. how dare she see low of me. so you can guess my relationship with her. haha. i ever picture myself that if i were to go far or work long here, what would our relationship turns out? would it turns out better? or...not. you see, i'd like to work for long here but if my relationship with boss is like this, haiz......... it's unfair to me. but anyways, i tell myself that i am here to learn. to be keen and enter the working world. gain experience. plus, i got daddy as my strength.

insya'Allah (God willing...) i will be strong on these hard paths.

2011 Mama Awards

2011-12-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

it was held in Singapore!! most extraordinary and extravagant. haha. i came back in a rush from work just to catch on MAMA which was telecast live that night on 29 November 2011 at Singapore Indoor Stadium. but i missed 2NE1 CL's collabo with Black Eyed Peas will.i.am and apl.de.ap singing Where is the love?. i saw Super Junior's stage, Super Star K peeps, Girls Generation and of course the most coolness girl group 2NE1. heehee.

this post is gonna be about kpop. :D cus i'm in the mood to talk about it. what can i say, KPOP biggest stars and event are here in singapore for a history. so let's go! G-O go!

i'm not such a huge fan of Super Junior (Suju) but i must say that their performance was the highlight of the night. it was practically 'big'- i mean with some quick acting scene of Siwon, pressed in a situation of James Bond-likeness, sitting as one of the audience and making his way to stage by the 'fly-through' equipment. and they sang their hit song Sorry Sorry which i could see by the time they were all already exhausted. omgosh haha.. Girls Generation's stage was great as well. liked the intro of the girls where i see everyone's dancing hard excluding one which is Jessica. don't know what's the deal with her but i hear alot of sones said she's the laziest. whatever. The Boys sound really nice in korean but in english is actually just average. to me. the catwalk to the front of the stage was sexy but i actually find the remix of The Boys makes their performance very messy.

i can't forget SuperStar K runner-ups performance. the songs that they sang in their own rendition... goodness. its just so wonderful. like a rainbow born after rain..

credits: pinkunolive02 YouTube

i got goosebumps with their cover of 2ne1's I am the Best. it was so nice beyond words. i wished it was longer. so there you go. watch it and enjoy.

and lastly, i can't forget 2ne1's performance. they sang Lonely and I am the Best. they rock the stage well. i find the 3D effects and graphics and motion used especially wow. haha.. it's really capturing. they were as if trapped each in a box of glass walls and the motion and graphics of the sound of it breaking into pieces to 'release' the girls. cool effect. Park Bom was having deadly sorethroat before but i was glad she could make it and sing live. because her voice is just...golden. and the song I am the Best was so well done. in the middle part the girls 'disappeared'. they include some music covered by dancers and suddenly the girls appeared back at the front and did the bridge part of the song. liked it. CL's expression was a little scary tho. hahaha.

(credits: Channelnewsasia.com)

last performance was done by Dr Dre and Snoop Dog (Drop it like its hot and The next episode). look at Mr Snoop Dog's braid lol.

i.... 've nothin to ssssay! hahaha.

ey! i saw Miss A's performance on Youtube. awesome as well.

credits: MNET2011 YouTube

Suju won 3 awards, one of which is Album of the Year?? hmm. i don't quite agree sadly. and disappointed much. one of the most anticipating album of 2011 was BigBang's Tonight. the album was well done, music is hands down and of course a comeback after 2 years. heh. and i heard TVXQ also made an epic comeback? tho only with 2 members.. pity. Suju only had their comeback later like in the 3rd quarter of the year. so how can their album summarise as the very best for the year? i mean- uh sorry i just don't get it. the same goes for Girls Generation. after Suju's comeback was followed by theirs. this Artist of the Year that they won, i just don't get it. really i don't mind any other artist like Beast/TVXQ/BigBang/2NE1 whoever the other nominees are but if at this rate or case then might as well all groups make a comeback to the end of the year and win such titles to instill the hype(of their marketing). get what i mean? i just.. cringed when they won 'the Year' awards...... ..... .....dots.

anyhoos! nevermind about this because like my dad said- lol my dad ^_^ you have to remember, these are in view to Korea and kpop but if looking at large/world, it'll be a different win and i believe that. so fret not about this now or i'll just grow some wrinkles on my forehead.

hahaha.

Make the days count.

2011-11-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

it's like.. for the first time. i'm scared of tomorrow. like i don't want it to happen. it's making me cry. i'm losing my self-esteem. and.. all of this is because of work.

i am new in this line. i am new in the working world. everything that i study is actually becoming reality only harder and tougher than reading from texts. its so much different. i have to face the big shots tomorrow to explain a procedure that i have to take. and.. i don't even really know what i'm doing cus i'm just about to understand the process myself. how in the world i'm gonna explain to them. its just reading can make me understand but applying after reading- actually doing it is different. it's cramping my brain. i am so blardy worried here you know. i cried. i really cried.

i gather my courage to speak to dad. dad, please help me. give me words of encouragement, please. tell me not to be afraid. tell me that i can face this. tell me, that i can do it.

he said that in life, it has to be happening. you must have confidence in whatever you do. truth to yourself is the easiest way to solve your problems. he said that if it is going to be my first time doing this, then tell them that it is my first time explaining this as well. if there is anything wrong, please do not blame me and that i am still learning. i could have chosen to call a colleague who knows better about this task but since she isn't involved, and i am in the position here, it's better that i challenge myself to be present and do the explaining. after all, at the end of the day, we're all going to learn something. and yes, he told me not to be afraid cus we're all just human. and the only difference which may apply is their experience in working. he said that it is alright, just put a risk in my contract. at the end of the day, he asked me not to forget everything that i learn. he really gave me strength.

and when i am facing a one-to-one review, just remember all events that has happened and how i overcome it. if i have a good leader, i will absolutely be a good follower. if i am questioned by the director, i will asked her on what basis has she reviewed me under. i know the rest. thanks dad, i love you.

last of all, don't forget Allah. syukur alhamdulillah.

Wonder.. wonder.. I wonder.

2011-11-20T19:16:00.001+08:00

let's talk about... WALKERS.
WALKING DEAD.
SINGAPORE EXPO.
MY COUSIN.
PLAZA SINGAPURA.
BURGER KING. hahaha. i accidentally typed Burger Kind. burger so kind??
ahahha.

hmmmm... i need to check my facebook. i'm watching WALKING DEAD. lol. yeah that hit TV series. i can't believe i'm watching it. sister is sitting down and dancing at the same time. we're waiting for Walking Dead to load. its streaming real slow..... Ohmygoodness. she's so funny. my sister hahah. so she's dancing and singing to Wonder Girls Be my Baby. and now she's recommending me watch this. so why not you watch with me? haha.

okay. so Wonder Girls has made a comeback to kpop this month with the song Be my baby. if i close my eyes, i would think Miss A is singing that song. i think the song is okay. i think the rap comes from outer space, it just doesn't fit in the song. well, to me. i think that its a little hard to set the same score like they did with Nobody. anyhoos, the song is good.

ah...this Walking Dead is really nerve-wrecking. scary.. Darrell fell from the horse and got himself stabbed at his kidney.

went to Singapore Expo just now. there was John Little sale but the sale is not much of a sale~

pretty............expensive. reminded myself i had to save my money. this month i'm really tight.

what i promise tonight.

2011-11-05T15:49:00.002+08:00

i have been.. on hiatus!!

♪ grab somebody sexy, tell them hey!

ahaha. last night- TGIF - i met up with Molly Lemons. i miss them. we catch up on a karaoke session! woo! it was uh. yaaaa my first time going to karaoke and i'm glad it was with them. i had sooo much fun. they're crazy. they sing good. they were funny. and humorous. so crazy. wished that'd be another time again so i can spend my time and let go of all the stresses in my head. insyaallah.

so updates. i haven't been following much on Big Bang in MTV EMA. i wonder if they're doing good. Big Bang is really an awesome band. they are not just performers or entertainers. they are musicians and artists. they're music is what you may be hearing in 5 to 10 years time. sometimes i wonder why the hell do i like Big Bang so much. they're just one kpop group that i find so unique and different whenever i hear their music or see them perform. one word to define them- cool. not to forget. ahem. my favourite in the group is Taeyang.

Taeyang is also one such artist that can go solo at a great fame. but...that's if i'm talking within the asian or kpop industry. if he were to venture into the US market, he'll be compared to US artist maybe like Chris Brown or..whoever else.

last wednesday i listened to a holy radio. LOL. holy mannn.. i'm going good. i'm a good girl. hahah. its time that i upgrade my level of knowledge on my religion Islam. i didn't really force myself to listen but i just happen to have the verge to listen. so last wednesday at work at 10am, i suddenly thought of this radio station called IKLIM and turn it on. ah..it was actually refreshing after hearing everything. it opened my mind to be more positive in life and be a better person. for instance, one word of advice if your heart feels dead, if you feel not motivated to live- think about the your loved ones, think about the world's end and visit the grave. and in life, whatever you do, do it sincerely and generously.

yeah i felt good after that. today is Arafah day. in the Islam calendar- fasting on this day is good. i manage to take my time and didn't think much to fast. i'm glad i did.

mom and dad have gone to Geylang market since...this morning. they still not back yet. what do i do later? cook my own dinner?? darn. hahah.

oh yeah. shiha just got herself an Iphone 4s a couple of days back. i don't even feel jealous! what is this. i need a new phone... not really. but its Iphone 4s~ its the trend now. but i guess i'm not crazy about it.

Exist.

2011-10-24T22:31:00.001+08:00

do you believe in paranormal stuff? what is it actually? i wonder... i really wonder. just briefly, i know it is something, like a series or phenomena that is beyond any scientific explanation. in Islam, i have been understood that there is another world of jin that are living like us, human. we are encouraged to know about their existence but not to 'get to know' them. its.. wide. i mean, it'll take a scholar to explain about these stuff.

the old generations are precious. they live in a world where in this 21st century doesn't. they have knowledge and skills dig out deep in the sand. something we all don't know. and they could take it or leave it wonderfully as with them. in an episode where a spirit takes over a body, it is appalling. a little frightened but calm when the situation is in control. and less terrifying as well if the spirit isn't freaked... or furious.. or headstrong.

i dare not share more but i hope that all will go well. i'm thankful i get to experience this but when i'm cleaner, lol.. hold on. i'll take charge and follow my papa's steps. :D

by the sea.

2011-10-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was one of the most tiring day for me. first, family had gone for some wedding reception at Labrador park. it was my first time attending a wedding by the sea so it was.. well. pretty cool. i could smell the sea and the breeze and heat. wow. thanks. don't mention about the heat. good thing they have ice cream.

the food wasn't so great. the AV sound system wasn't either. i could use an applause for the decorations. the location is a no-no. my goodness... imagine to those who own no transport, they have to walk all the way... that long way under the heat to the location. wow. gotta be kidding me. i don't know of any free coach existing as i don't see it anywhere around. and even so, the bus stop is a bit too far. i pity those aunties walking and those in wheelchair even come for the sake of experiencing a wedding by the sea. but overall i meant to say its inaccessible. you have to own a transport or carpool to reach there. other than that its troublesome.

i would definitely suggest having a coach of 13 seaters to and from the Labrador station. maybe every 15 to 20 minutes.. oh. i gotta go.

urgent. good bye.

When i was thirteeeen..

2011-10-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

ahh. tired. umar is lookin'? i'm writing my blog ! haha.

i was merely typing those ^ when he was looking. anyways.

when i was THIRTEEEEN, i had my new specs. and i look like a nerd wherever i go. i had my hair in halves and i don't know what else. i got my sling baaaag and i thought it was cool. it was billabong and its weight brings down my blardy height!!

i feel grown up. at times i feel childish but come a time again, i... should grow up. sigh... i don't know what i'm talking about. lol.

i hate wasting time but yet i wasted it and let myself suffer from worrying. i think what's more important is that i should discipline myself. disciplining to me equals time management. if you can manage your time well, you have good management and planning of your tasks/ work to do. procrastination is time's enemy. every minute is treasure... i think everybody knows that well. time only moves ahead. if it goes one step back, the world is toggled. i'll go crazy.

ahh. sleepy. seha's now all crazy about One Direction. i like that group. thanks for introducing them yeahhh.. (:

oh well young boys againnnn... makes me wonder if i should have considered being a singer when i was THIRTEEEEEN~ haha. but seriously, i like that song Na Na Na. it kinds of bring you back into the early 90's or 80's. and those kids' hairstyles are soooo cute! thick curls and waves my goodness their hair's healthy. lol. that hairstyle which gives a one off feel of Grease. wooo~ yes and on another thought. rather One Direction than Bieber. I'm serious. Over time music gets more and more "futuristic" but I'd rather bring some classic back into this generation.

last friday, i went home with seha. we shared dinner- bought kimchi ramen. :D very delicious! after that we got a dessert for ourselves. guess what is it. whaaat?? ben & jerry?? noooo... just mcdonald's flavour burst. haha. i ate butterscotch and seha ate horlick sundae. after some time she said,
" Sis.. lemme taste that! how is it? is it nice? can you taste the butterscotch?"
" shuddup and try yourself haha"
licks it. and again.. and a big one.
so i said, " wow... you like it? huh, HUh?? so tell me, what does it taste like?"
"it taste like merry CHRISTMAS!"
"what? it taste like an occasion to you?? OCCASION?? OCCASION??"

another one. we were eating an indian sweet made of dal. i was actually afraid of trying it. so seha took one bite first. i asked her;
"is it nice? how does it taste like?"
"hmmm~ it taste like INDIA!"
"what! it taste like a country to you?? COUNTRY?? COUNTRY??"

hahaha.

i just find it funny.. i'm enlightening myself..i know. ^^

2ne1 Iggy ! nominated ! yes !

2011-10-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

Pls! i just found out they are being nominated. plssss pls vote for 2NE1 to win the MTV Iggy's Best New Band in the World! they will be feature then. just 10 seconds of your time.

link : http://www.mtviggy.com/best-new-band/

just scroll down and click on 2NE1. vote with 5 stars pls. thank you ! (=

wooooohoo! vote, vote vote (=

Real.

2011-10-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

random thoughts. i used to write alot of these. my thoughts. i'm very random but i guessed i stopped that creative juices from flowing out these...months. i feel that i have a cramped mind. not in a way that its narrowmindedness or one-sided but there are these many things that are running in my mind. i can't let it out in perfect sentences. i'm seeing and hearing things in different perspective but all in all, i can't get it all out here to make people understand. sigh. not easy. sometimes i think i need to reorganise my way of thinking. yes. that's it. hmmm.. rather messy there in my brain. lol.

anyways, many things have happened. one event just ended last fri. 2 events running in a day. i repeat.

2 EVENTS running in a day. mayday! mayday! haha.

can you imagine at the end of the day i was freakin exhausted?? put yourself in my shoe. running around, transporting things in and out, up and down the stairs to the venue, stealing time to eat, adhering to the irritating and senseless mind of the bosses' demands. urgh. i struck a jackpot on my waste la sia. it hurts so much i couldn't even stand! seriously that back pain is far too painful. i was worried i got... some illness. painful much.

put that aside, i found out my pageview on this blog runs high! because of 2ne1. lol. wow thanks i'm getting readers from all around the world to read my thoughts and opinion of this girl group. yes basically 2ne1 is my favourite korean girl group.

tada! that's them.

[from left: Dara, CL, Park Bom and Minzy]

they stand sucha vast difference to other kpop girl groups. its their music that had me hook. that music that's moving ahead to what the future can turn out like, great bass, hip hop and the variety of genre that they can carry. it's amazing to me. pls, check them out. they have a youtube account. here's one for a... start. if you don't know. one of their newest.

some of their promo pics to share...

those four girls are sincere, funny and pretty cute. they have a 2NE1 TV, some sorta docu-film cum vlog which showcase their personality front and behind screens as singers. korean artists really work hard. that's quite a... tension environment eh. hahha.. so anyways, i hope that you enjoy and like them too.

meanwhile, plsss vote for Big Bang. its so wonderful that they got nominated for MTV Ema 2011. this is one of the huge worldwide music event. coolness.

http://asia.mtvema.com/artists/big-bang just click vote and you're done. many thanks for your time and support. (=

MTV EMA 2011. U in? Big Bang's in! ^^

2011-09-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

MTV EUROPE MUSIC AWARDS 2011 is gonna be at.... *drum rolls*

BELFAST! WOOOO!

on nov 6. i know i don't have to be so excited like as if i get to go.

and presenting the host, Selena Gomez.
ohkayyy.. not a big fan, i'm not. but. i don't really care cus Big Bang is a nominee in this prestigious event!

but sure those organisers see alot of potential in selena gomez, huh. huh! hahha. lucky her getting to host this huge event. big potluck around the waist? poor bestfriend tho. anyhoos! yes i can't really believe that Big Bang is nominated in World Wide Act Asia Pacific Nominees. sooo many freakin artists are in. u in? Big Bang's in! hahaha.

Indie fav Artic monkeys, east to West Kanya west, still loving to be single JLO, to be mama Beyonce, big-eyed Katy perry, some crazy patient Gaga and even the k-inspired hair Bieber.

all the best to Big Bang. and here's the link to vote: http://asia.mtvema.com/artists/big-bang

pls, kindly vote. only takes a few seconds of your time.. many thank youssss. (:

go,go, go! alright good nite.

Salman Khan Bodyguard

2011-09-18T17:44:00.001+08:00

"Bodyguard Lovely Singh reporting Madam!"

when i first saw the trailer, i wonder if this was gonna be salman's another comedy action flick. i don't want to see him acting in comedian manner. i want him back in action like fighting and be a hero. hahah! and yes! i got it. yeahh cus that's how i started to become a great fan of him. watching him in awesome fighting skills, and at every angle of the camera shoots, he just looks soooo... sigh. handsome. wahaha!

come on watch this trailer. ^^

well yes. this Hari Raya, i was being stubborn to myself. pushing out my pocket money to watch this 2 hour plus movie at GV yishun. it was an awesome movie! couldn't get enough of salman khan! :D hahha. he looks so good in every angle. in shades or without shades. in uniform or in polo-Ts.. sigh.

the moment i see him come out on the big screen, i was like- wahhhh! its been sucha long time cus i've only been watching him on TV! lol. i smiled so widely all the way throughout his intro. whoa. that first song where he danced, just looked too good.

anyways. the movie is set in a great classic simplicity. father of lead actress Kareena Kapoor is a person most respected in a village, done many good deeds to all the villagers, and bodyguard is hired to protect her when heard of danger from the baddies that's coming to get her. Salman Khan plays a very honest man, full of integrity and strong. actually there are the many good aspects to his character in this film like- responsible, hardworking, discipline, kind.. and cute! he knows very well to separate work and love life. i should learn that from him.

the presence of Salman Khan's movie always include a touch of the 50's, 60's and 70's indian actor. i recognised some of the actors that shines during the old time and its so great to see them back on screen in this year. set along with the golden touch of the script, as reviewed by Salman's father, Salim Khan.

ahh..i'm just so glad i watch this movie. the songs are great and soothing. now i can't wait for the DVD. gonna get my hands on it once out.

Love song. the making. BigBang.

2011-09-10T09:24:00.006+08:00

i heard this twice on MTV karaoke. got me hook once again. lol. love it soooo mucha!!!

credits: BIGBANG YouTube.

subscribe!! whatcha waiting forrrr! great song, great music.

and here's the making (=

credits: makumania93

so what's incredible about this MV is that the location is at an island at South Korea, it was raining a few times before the shots, the props are real, and the whole MV is taken at just one shot.

one shot!!! cool huh.

G-dragon at 3:05 and Taeyang at 3:09 :D

and... i was also watching this..

credits: BBUsubs YouTube

(= okay BYE!

want to go. out.

2011-09-10T08:53:00.004+08:00

wow blogger got a new interface. but it feels alittle wierd. nevermind. i like it.

Iwent for course yesterday and there was this cute guy who came up to me and webecame friends! He thought I was Chinese.That’s really not a surprise. There willalways be one reason for anything like weird stares or a smile from a Chinese person.That’s only cus they think I’m Chinese. The day when someone knows I’m a malaywill be heaven for me. hahaha. the other time when I wore baju kurung, I getstares from people. I mean stares ontheir face that goes- a Chinese wearing baju kurung? In train? Very nice.

Somethinglike that uh. I think I should learn how to speak Mandarin as well. Yes… thatwould be a good idea. Would definitelybe very useful. Eh and that guy is really cute. Oh hahaha I said that already!

I’mcoping well at work currently. I learnto help myself. Lol. but still having a little bit of a trouble priotizing mytray of incoming work. SIGHYAIYAIYAI.

Gosh. Hari Raya is like a week ago! And I didn’t wish on my blog.

To my Muslim friends, Selamat Hari Raya (: Mohon beribu maaf zahir danbatin atas terkasar bahasa atau tersilap kata, makan dan minum harapdihalalkan. Terima kasehhh! :D

Thisyear ade jalan raye tak? Ntah la kann..sekarang sume dah busy. Busy giler bab. Hahha.

Anyhoos! Today I’m visiting cuzzies’home. Morphin madia is having an openraya house. If I’m not wrong, idahyasminieee also is having an open house. Unfortunately, my regrets not able tocome, idah! Yahh…selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir dan batin. Hahaha.

Mostof my friends are off studying in universities. I want to pursue my studies inuniversities as well. But life is not as easy for me. most prolly next year? Insyaallah.

Guys.If my blog is dead, come by see my freaking tumblr. Link is somewhere on the right side bar. Tumblr is much faster, and shorter andquicker to update so that’s why sometimes I easily update tumblr thanblog. My tumblr is 2 years old I think? Lemmecheck my registration date. Haha.

Goes like this.

2011-08-21T01:48:00.003+08:00

2 weeks I didn’t update.

Yeah wasssuppp!!!!

Its RAMADHAN!! A month for the Muslim to fast. Well actually we’re already into 2 weeks of fasting. Hehehe. Ramadhan is a holy month in which we are practically fasting from sunrise to sunset. By fasting we are cleansing our souls from head to toe, yaaaahh~ practicing patience, creating tolerance and respect for those who do not have enough to eat. Yes. Purifying and enhancing your heart, beauty and character and personality. Insyaallah.

Okay. I had a tough time at work so don’t wanna be thinking about WORK in my weekends.

I met with Molly Lemons and Begum today!! Wow. Oh and QADER. I miss them so freakin much. Its such a relief that we get to meet up and break fast together. It is so amazing to see them looking beautiful and most importantly, healthy. Love you guys. Qader, Happieee Birthday!! haha 23 years old.

We break our fast at Far East Plaza Sakura thai cuisine restaurant. I ordered a Dendeng kuay teow and its sooo nice yaar. I recommend. Go there must eat THAT. Other than THAT, don’t even try to order other or side dishes. I don’t know but I think it’s NOT worth your moola. I think the chef is also fasting la. Haha. But seriously it’s so expensive it’s not worth for your stomach. I mean esp the side dishes. The price is huge but compare to the visuals you see on the food menu, it turns out even much smaller in proportion on the plate.

Uh. I ordered some kai lan in oyster sauce. The oyster sauce is sooo light in colour I think its soy sauce instead. You buy kai lan at supermarket, 1 bunch for at least a dollar. What I’m seeing on the plate cost like a 30- 50 cents kai lan. And to think I ordered a $6 plus (small). Not fair sia.

Anyways, there was this so awkward moment just now but I’m too tired to talk about it. meanwhile, pls enjoy these lovely pictures of Big Bang~! They did some shoots for Northface. I heard some of the Northface crew don’t even know who they are or how good a kpop boy group they are. So I’m thinking why the hell are you endorsing them. They should be exposed to Big Bang’s music else everyone in this world will just be so ordinary. heh. by the way, daesung isn't in. am very sure this issue will be solved and Big Bang will reunite as 5 members back again.

credits: vipxgdragon @ TUMBLR. hehehe.

oh can't you seeeeee~

2011-07-31T11:51:00.001+08:00

Wow. One week has passed by so beautifully and I didn’t update anything here. But my tumblr is alive~ there’s a link to my tumblr. Pls visit it and have fun reading through. (: love to share anything that makes me laugh and gives me inspiration and motivation.

When I first use tumblr it was totally alien to me. but now its like a… I don’t know. Choo-choo train. It’s a speedy trend. Everyone’s using it already. How fast can internet get that words and info and everything else are spread around like viruses.

My life is pretty hectic and every single day I pray that I organize and do my things in a systematic way. Gets too messy and I have a big question mark above my head. I realize I’m getting pretty slow to absorb information and understand what people are saying. Ah… totally. What the hell is happening??! To me.

Ramadhan the fasting month is coming. Coming… when? Hah.

Tonight at MIDNIGHT yo. oh yeahhhh. Haha. Yup and I intend to do the best during this whole month. Clean myself inside out. I’ll pray to Allah to brush off my thoughts of hatreds, my wellbeing of sins, my mouth that would hurt others and my heart of dishonesty to make way for purity.

Yup. And I’ve got some work overloading on my bay.

Gotta clean the cupboard.

Making way for new clothes… J

And gotta clean my shelves.

Making way for uh… new files and workshittts!

2ne1 Hate You !!!

2011-07-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

Yet another song released by YG !! this song Hate You is gonna be in 2ne1's mini album. i think i'm sooo gonna buy it. its soooo freakin worth it. i sooo guarantee this. you're soooo gonna buy it. too.

watch it! i love it.

CREDITS: 2ne1 YouTube

when i first hear the teaser for this song, immediately i was attracted to it. it was to me far-fetched from what we would think to be hearing from 2ne1. don't you think so? no? i don't know but i think so. its fantastic than any bombastic words that the electronic mechatronic supersonic..what bionic woman whatever tronic can replace. it feels relax like it doesn't need great hype to bring about some cheesy choruses.

and the most amazing thing today when i went to youtube the common page, i see 2ne1- Hate You in 3 different categories.

- Most Viewed

- Most Favourited and...

- Music

yayness.

[edited. i'm surprised this post received 300+ views. so lets give this song and 2ne1 more love. ^^]

i thought the song has a little 80's vibrancy with simple and catchy chorus to set you on the go. they didn't missed out their "ehh~". i guess thats a must have. it has a nice feel and electronic sounds are clean. basically the hook, chorus and lyrical content are awesome. the music video is a change. which is what i wasn't expecting- its anime, has a storyline..which i think is crazy- a little weird as well. there were monsters. lol. sorry am not really into anime. but i totally love it. i just think its sooo different. would you ever expect an anime kpop song from a band?? anime lovers sure must be attracted to the still of the MV.

there may have many haters commenting on YouTube or other platforms saying negative things about 2NE1. i can reason you why- thats only because they wonder why 2NE1 keeps setting benchmark with every song they release. and everytime they does that, they present you new fashion and amazing music. doesn't that make you anticipate? no? true right, isn't that? heheh other girl groups in the kpop scene comes out with new concept of image like princesses or cowgirls[cowboys]- ah i don't know. but 2ne1 gives you new music that.. tells you they can take on any genre. with these genres they present, we're able to hear each member's own unique strength. that's cool.

omgosh isn't my entry bias for 2NE1? hahaha wowowoweeee! shuddup.

seems like it when i do like other kpop groups as well. but i guess not as much craziness like i have for 2ne1. i like them... i like them??

i LOVE them!! :D

President. and DUBOKKI~!

2011-07-19T21:35:00.003+08:00

I just had my dinner! Wooo! Okayyy~ haha. Alhamdulillah. Ahhh~ very full.

Last week on… Saturday I think, shiha and me went down over to rina’s crib and we make some dish! yummy to the maximum sia… we made mac & cheese and dubokki!! Dubokki is a korean dish which is really easy to make. Like if you’re alone, or if you’re lonely, you can please make that to fill your time. Hahhaa. Dubokki also means rice cake. You can buy the rice cake at any market like the simplest, which is NTUC. Or if you want more uh… variety, then go find a Seoul mart yourself.

Don’t know how dubokki looks like? Don’t worry…

Yes and I google for ya. It looks like these stuff.

i didn't take my own photo uhh.... wasted! anyways, yummy rrrrrright. thank you to the rightful owner who took these. hehehe.

After you buy, its best that when you open the packet, soak everything in water first. For at least an hour or plus plus… hmm… you can soak up to 4,5,6 hours if you want. But I don’t have much time to waste you know. So the fastest way that I do is to BOIL :D on low heat of course. Damn fast yo.

And for preference, you can choose to put 1 dessert spoon of oil so that the dubokki doesn’t stick with each other.

While the dubokki is soaked, you can cook the sauce. Oh wait a minute. I actually didn’t realize I’m writing down the steps of this recipe! Hah. Hah. Hah. Well I’m no pro but anyways.

Not gonna tell exactly what are the ingredients. The sauce, you can find and buy yourself at NTUC. Just search up the racks ah and if you lucky you’ll find it if not… then I don’t know. Finish already I guess. Hahaha. Ayyy..just seek help from NTUC. Haha announce it on loud speaker. No lah… actually I would recommend that you make a spicy, sweet and sour gravy. Just add in the extra ingredients like meat balls, some vegetables and sausages into your gravy. When it is cooked, rinse the dubokki and you DUMP IT INTO YOUR GRAVY.

Then its done. Its time to CELEBRATE! The foods can go into your mouth already… put your hands in the air, SAY YEAH~ eat. Homemade foods are the nicest. OH yeah~!

When I have the time again, I will cook once more. Cooking with rina and shiha is so fun. They really have something wrong in their brain. Hahaa.. crazy and cute.

Ouch. My foot.

Oh we’re gonna have a presidential election this coming August 27. And all the 3 candidates that I’ve heard and read are TAN. The Tan families…which means in the end, no matter what we’re still gonna have a TAN as a president. Which means that no matter what, the TANs are all connected somewhere… anywhere… directly/indirectly in blood. Haha. Which means… the TANs are gonna win no matter what! Which means….the TANs are tan. Haha. Which means…TAN TIN TUN. But seriously… what a bummer there’s no other competition. I want a Malay or an Indian to step up and be furious. Seems like the kites are flying pretty low with… much less the vibrancy in the sky. Yeah yeah yeah~

Okay bye!

Like it, like it... LIKE IT! ^_^

2011-07-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

I watched Transformers already. Watched a midnight show on 2^nd July in midst of celebrating mommy’s birthday. It was awesome. I love all the 3 series of Transformers. I didn’t think it was too much of an ‘explosion’ which was reviewed in newspapers. I think that it has a really cool overall setups and Transformers being ‘big’ machines will uh, of course damage the buildings and surroundings. And this time, the fight between Autobots and Decepticons are vast in distinct. It’s clearer to see who’s fighting who. The relationship between Bumblebee and Sam Widwiki are superb! Widwiki cried when he sees Bumblebee was threatened to end his life and it said “Goodbye, my friend”. Wooo~ tears dropped down on Widwiki’s face. Clearly shows how much he treasures Bumblebee.

One part that I favourited in my mind was the race on the highway. Widwiki was riding in Bumblebee and he was freaking terrified and screaming while the Decepticons were driving behind. Wow. It was really a nice scene you know… the cars. The CARS. The CARS. You see nice brand and colour and design. And then there was some huddle in the middle so Bumblebee had to transform to overcome that which as he did transformed, Widwiki was thrown out. Like practically thrown out like a rocket shooting up from the ground. And as he was about to fall down, Bumbleebee grabbed him and transformed back into a car. Mindblowing. Hahaha. okay I like.

Yep… well I don’t find a problem with Rosie Huntington-Whiteley… I think she did good and her british accent was brilliant. I just wished she would do more- I mean MORE of fighting scenes.

Met up with Massie just now. did a quick shopping at Far East Plaza. The clothes are expensive there! I cannot take it anymore. Hahhahahaha.

Wow wow weee the weather’s one of a kind these days. It is hot. It’s HOT. One moment it looks like its gonna rain but the next second it’s-

JOKING~

=.=

Ah. Sweating like totally~

Get me through the day

2011-06-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today is pretty weird!! You know why?? Why why whyyyy because. Hmph. Funny things happen when I was on the way to work and when I go back home.

When I was on the way to work

Everything was fine. The train feels so… dull. Freakin dull. I can’t feel the air con. The weather’s really hot. It makes me tough. Lol. okay here’s what happen- I was already outside my work place and walking at the shelter when I saw 2 dogs, one black one white, ‘strutting’ its way towards me. and they are HUGE… super HUGE and tall. I mean really TALL… Well I don’t know like if you would think its really tall~ but I know la… yeah that I am short. their height reach as that of my hips. My hips don’t lie yo.

The thing is, there’s no one around and I am not rrreally afraid of dogs. As compared to Shiha, I am Xena. Then there’s a bus stop ahead and I was quick to think that I wish the dogs would take the path behind the bus stop. instead ahh… they separated into 2! The black one walks its way in front of bus stop while the white one walks behind. And at the rate that I’m going, I know we’re gonna clash! I was like shhhit man. The space is not big okay and I don’t know where to run to. I have no WAY to run to la sia. I die. Its totally shhhit man. I even thought of hiding and wrapping my arms around at the bus number pole- the pole with all the bus numbers stated.. you know I’m sure you know.

So in the end, obviously I can’t make a scene as beside me, the roadside- it’s a main road. I’d be embarrassing myself…tsk. I just stayed close and nearer to the roadside and funnily, when the black dog reach the same level as me which is right beside me, somewhere in the sea of the jammed traffic, some stoopid car honked crazily.

Stoopid sia. It just made the black dog stopped and turn its head towards the noise! Whats worse, my heart started beating so fast, my nose got stuck from breathing and I stopped in my tracks as well like the dog!! What the hell was that, maya. i turn slowly to look at the dog and my goodness, what big nostrils. I quickly started my pace and walked away. Freakin scary on my part… haiz. The dog walked away. That was a beautiful thing to do.

When I go back home

I boarded the train as usual. It was not so crowded and I was standing in the middle of a cabin and holding onto the pole. Then suddenly this aunty which I think is a Philippine hit my bag (I’m carrying a backpack) and I was like swung to the left. It seems she wanted to rush to take the seat at the corner but the worse thing is that she made a LOUD noise when she hits my bag. Like an irritated kind of noise. With her mouth. Like as if accusing me?? like as if I’m in the wrong???! What the-

I ain’t even mad. The space is big, its that spacious train. How many hector of land she wanna take?

o.0

when I got off the train, I accidentally knocked my knee at a little girl’s bag, who was walking infront of me. it was really more like a brush off. It’s not a big deal but when she turn around… my GOSH… Her stares- her eyes were wide and round and big, giving me a look that says “BACK OFF” and… perhaps “I Hate You”. And the worse part was that stare lasted at least 3 to 4 freaking seconds!

O.M.G. you know how shocked I was? What an impact she gave me sia. I swear I felt my heart with that stare given. Just in case my heart got too fragile cus she just hurt me. ahhh seriously. What the hell! What happen to all these people! That little girl looks like she’s just 5 or 6 years old but what was that! How rude. What is wrong with all these people... somebody tell me!

I guess it’s the time. People are tired, worn off from second day of the work week. Including that little girl. Prolly needs some help in her attitude what seems like a kilo of pride makes her the queen of the kings.

I didn’t burden this on my thoughts while walking home. Not worth it cus these kind of things which happen had just made my day so interesting. All thanks to the Almighty.

still... there is this one corner in my heart wishes to let out... ....

2ne1 I am the Best!

2011-06-26T17:45:00.006+08:00

I had just watched 2NE1’S I AM THE BEST PERFORMANCE. This is their first comeback for this year with a single. The song is a fusion of indian, latin and what else. When I first heard it, I don’t really like it. it was like there’s a mix feeling and confusion as to what genre I should categorize this song as… lol. but I know this kind of song will grow on me and after seeing their performance TODAY~~ it’s so WOW. Like totally, you know you know. So freakin WOW.

So watch this! Hopefully it doesn’t get taken down too fast.

i'm serious. watch it!! (;

CREDITS: CodeAnalysisSeason5 YouTube

Ah goodness looka looka DARA’S hair! Its dragonball Z the sky rocket version ! But watching how she’s ‘handling’ it thru the end makes her look cute somehow. ^_^

They came like tigresses. That hairstyles and fashion wear are just sooo WOW.

They’re getting better and better, fiercer and fiercer- WOW. and what’s best… they’re uniquely different from the rest of the kpop girl groups. All of their song is honestly one of a kind and that is the only reason why i am a fan of 2ne1.

I do continue listening to various other kpop songs but each time 2ne1 or BigBang comes out, they set a dozen bars higher than the rest- WOW. i mean- i don't know.. their music is their niche.

With their coming music video, I hope the song ‘I AM THE BEST’ becomes a perfect all kill- WOW. in all the Korean music charts. Hee hees.

For the official music video, it feels a little 'rough' at the last scene where CL had that horn hairstyle. lol. and i totally love those silver dress that Bom wears. whatever 2ne1 wear, they totally kill it. WOW.

credits- official 2NE1 YouTube. (:

Anyhoos! TRANSFORMERS 3: DARK OF THE MOON will be screening on the 30^th June! That’s like 4 more days from today! Woohoo. I heard this one has a lot of explosive effects. I’m anticipating quite a lot of stuff and especially Victoria’s Secret model Rosie Huntington-Whiteley who will be replacing Megan Fox as the female lead. I’ll give my review once I watch it ya. Yeah okay. Gonna watch it with family. Yes! We’ve been watching the sequence of Transformers together.

ultimate bias- BUMBLEBEE~!!

i think this year is full of good movies. There’s Captain America and SPIDERMAN 4. Haaaa… SPIDERMAN 4 has my FAVOURITE ACTOR ANDREW GARFIELD- WOW. Gotta wait for it. LOL.

Okies. I’ll take my leave here. Oh shhhit. That reminds me, I should plan my leave days tonight………

now... right now... i don't really have a gd memory.

2011-06-23T21:58:00.001+08:00

I want to update. But I am so reaking sleepy.

I mean. So freakin sleepy.

I got a sotry. I mwan- I MEAN… I got a story…

I want to share but I’m so sleepy. It’s not fair. I’m not fair.

Fair not to my blog. What am I talking.

This coming is staried- I mean…

Straight from my mind. It’s like half conscious… urhg. Urgh.

o.m.gosh. chris evans. I saw him on keith’s fb page he posted up a picture of captain America. Its chris evans?? I not did know. Oh yeah

ahhh.. good nitght- night ah.

spending time with the beige

2011-06-19T00:00:00.002+08:00

Had a family outing to the Changi Beach today. It was awesome. The sea was freakin salty but it was good. I bathe in, together with shiha, and umar… and of course daddy. Haha. Daddy is a great swimmer. Anyways! My skin is ever so smooth now. lol… the weather was awesome too. Freakin goooood… not much heat from the sun, chilling and breezy. Perfect for cycling activity and which me and my sis did.

We cycled for almost two hours from one end to the other… the view was breathtaking. Trust me. There was one part where it was almost like a scene taken out from twilight. We cycled onto the track all the way non-stopping, into a place that is like a forest. Tall trees, with big and heavy leaves that shaded us away from the sun, broken pavements with little puddles, and big rocks that seem natural lie along the way. It was quiet as we deepened into, though there were still a couple of people around… fishing and some even did a birthday party. Odd choice of place actually. o.O Yahh… I mean- the whole place is really so eerie already, its quiet and dark… and moist… lol. there’s barely anyone around and thinking it was so sooo far away from any carparks and moreover,

TOILET!

However, I didn’t have a camera along so very upsetting, I can’t share the nature beauty… so sorry… but I did have a couple of photos we took.. just that I feel a little tired to upload. ^_^

After that, we ate before heading back home. Ate somewhere at Changi… It was a big and luscious dinner and I am ever so full till now! aigooo. Now sleepy already.

The moon is full tonight....

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....

...

its staring down right at me… scary yaar~

don’t stare.

I am going to shut this window.

Wow my butt is seriously aching… it really hurts. I blame that bicycle seat ar. Hahha… and that apek whom i rented the bycicle from... didn't give me a GOOD SERVICE!

Okay bye.

There's always, always something to be thankful for. Everyday.

2011-06-12T20:16:00.004+08:00

and that's all folks! ^^

lalalalalalalalala~

tough fight..

2011-06-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

Today’s good. My mind is all juggled up though… I don’t know why but I do know I need to slow down, take a deep breath, relax myself and organize everything in step by step procedure.

Take time to read and understand, every move has its way, every way has its flow. If I am able to master what I am learning, I know I can do the job better than now. I just need to trust myself. No one’s forcing me, so I’m telling myself to embrace all challenges and keep my resolution. There is always solution, but measure things with precaution. Giving myself some encouragement… heh. Yeahh… sigh.

and this is to masmas.

okay i'll take it.

2011-06-04T00:22:00.003+08:00

HELP.

I was drown in the ocean

Swept by a school of fish

Unknown to the world

Among the unwavering species

Its flooding my mind

Blockage everywhere

I felt through the icy night

And sitting at the edge

Descending to the ground

Gurgling the salty fluid

Gushing down in minutes

I can’t help it.

its tough. life is sooo tough. but i tell myself to have more courage... and confidence. have some pride and do not give up. learn as much and do not repeat. ask when needed, ask what you need to know. yes... have courage and do not fear. it means to face our fears. it means to be able to say, " I have fallen, but I will get up". you can do it, maya.

CHAAAARGE!

Yes way!

2011-05-24T14:17:00.002+08:00

Counting down to only 2 more days to my graduation. Yay! It’s going to be real special to me. first time that I’m going to wear that grad robe haha. I’ve tried it on. It’s uh… totally HUGE on me. it stretches down to my ankles! Basically it’s like a bath robe la sia. I wish I had been taller! Ahh really. When I see masdian wear, it fits her nicely. But when I wear... gosh. Anyways nothing much that I can do. Haha. I can’t alter it…cus I didn’t buy it. I can do nothing so I’ll just put this on the last thing on my forget-and-worry checklist.

I was looking through The New Paper today. I saw that tau huay article… wow. Makes me craving for it. I don’t care which tau huay is the best. right now that’s within my reach is Mr Bean’s tau huay and that’s WHAT I’M GOING to BUY later. Hehehe. I’m just soo so blardy glad that Mr Bean is at causeway point. Do you know how MUCH I love MR BEAN?? I mean- it’s the best as compared to Jollibean and I love it sooo much that I can try skydiving. =.=

Hahah. That doesn’t fit but seriously, no words can fit my likeness for Mr Bean. especially when there is coupon… heheh. Discount coupon, of course. I totally take advantage of that. The top three things that I buy is the drink, tau huay (beancurd) and 3-in-1 riceballs. Hands down. Hahah. Sometimes I just buy for the sake of… my likeness. Basically I buy for no purpose. But the problem that I will have to deal with is the queue! Aigoo. The queue is making me crazy! It is so long like a snake. Hmmph.

Eh. Last Saturday, I treat my family to dinner at Bali Thai! Wooo awesome. *pat on my back* We went to NEX and it was my treat from getting the GST money. But I think that’s going to be the first and the last. There is nothing much a specialty and I think the price are freakin expensive. Too expensive. The price is damn la. Haha. You know… it doesn’t fit to the amount of servings for the side dishes, especially. It’s like we ordered an $18++ ayam panggang and the outcome was the size of my hand. I guess the cooking method must have mattered the most. I felt there is nothing special about the cuisine and that perhaps you can have better at Magic Wok. Oh yes, the service was pretty slow and the staff doesn’t really speak well. Don’t worry i already gave this as feedback in their form.

Lol. okay go.

NEX at serangoon is hell a food heaven sia. It was my second time going there already but first for the rest of my family members. I personally brought them to show what’s good there. Every level there are food places. Those restaurants like Mad Jack, Fish & co and Swensens. Heh. Yesh! After dinner at Bali Thai, we walk around a few rounds into the shops before heading into Swensens for ICE CREAM. Shiha treats. So nice.

I don’t have much of the pictures taken. Okie dokie. I need to do something at home.

I’ve been feeling like this-

Lately… Everyday.

Here now.

2011-05-19T12:18:00.002+08:00

I walked in the court last Monday and watched my dad on a short trial. It was really fast looking at the snaked line that goes a long way till the front step of the door. How many people those laywers and judge have to deal with everyday…? wow. No wonder everyone there are looking as dull and slumber ever. The depiction seems as if they are forced to come over to the most unglamorous evening tea gathering. Haha but thinking about the money they all get… hey hey hey! The figure must be many big fat whole numbers in a train. There is a place for family members to sit and where the lawyers are sitting, they are protected over a shield of glass. They used mike to talk and I can see clearer view through the 2 LCD screens that were hanged over at the ceiling. my aunt Samurai M and her husband came along to lend a gracious support to my mum. It is nothing big, this case. But my heart strings anger towards the person who purposefully charges my dad. O.M.Gosh..like totally sia. Angry. Yeah… Lol. I wanted to verge on my anger again! Haha gotta stop.

I think I sounded really bad la like when I read the post before this. When I read that through again I was like- what the heck. I sound so bad… saying things like that. But i'm not SORRY!!! Hahaha. anyhoos, thank you aunt Samurai M and uncle for accompanying us. We had late dinner at harbor front and then head home in a bus. It was a freaking one hour plus journey home and I was soooo tired.

During the bus journey I got pretty happy when this cute guy sat next to me. he has got great style wearing t-shirt and ¾ jeans. Oh but he’s Chinese! He wore a cap and the huge round black glass… you know. That glasses with black frame- it gets trendy. Plus! He has muscles. WOW. Yes totally~ haha… but it’s not that his body is totally buffed up. No. its… JUST. NICE. Hahaha. Outside I was like minding my stuff like looking through my handphone, rummaging through my songs and slowly press the volume up! Inside I was like- shhit ahh this guy cute sia. Why is the air-con not working!!! (this one is real. The air-con wasn’t working hard!) Why does he choose to sit next to me! ahahaha. Then… he switch on his lappy so I guess he’s gonna sit in for a long journey as well. Hees. Then ahh… I saw his wallpaper is this some black guy with BIG MUSCLE sia. I was like- what the- LOL. that’s his wallpaper?? Ahh maybe that’s his inspiration. and then he started watching…

GOSSIP GIRL!

I was- uh. Fidgeting there already. Looked outside the window and I smiled. I wanted to laugh instead actually. GOSSIP GIRL??! Oh come on…… it would be macho if he were to watch One Tree Hill or Smallville instead~ yes. Really. but Gossip Girl?! Whats next then? LIPSTICK JUNGLE?!! Hahaha.

And I don’t know what else to think about. Anyways he fell asleep halfway before waking up again. I kept telling myself to sleep but it seems I couldn’t.

My stomach is hurting me I don’t know why.

There is a wind inside. Hahah yeah WIND inside. It cannot come out and it hurts. It was since yesterday I had this WIND in the morning when I woke up. I thought the pain was caused in my dream la sia. I refused to wake up. Hahaha. but then the pain got a little unbearable and I woke up shock. Cus it’s REAL. I pushing the WIND in my stomach down but still doesn’t get better. Urgh. Nevermind.

Okie dokie. My official graduation will be held next week Thursday, 26^th May.

Looking forward! J

Not that way.

2011-05-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

I’m done with the last interview. J syukur alhamdullillah. Praise all to the Almighty. I feel like I have safely landed on the ground from a hectic trip to Hawaii. Lol. nah… everyday I pray to the Almighty for the best and secure me as I glide through the damping holes in life. Another part of the most important thing left for me is this afternoon. I am going to accompany my dearest parents to the subordinate court to sit in and appeal for the most implausibly extraneous bizarre case. I am so very angry to the person who puts testify against my parents for what they do nothing FREAKIN’ WRONG. Wrong to the eyes of the law? It’s not as if the wrongness is intended, it was never and such a little case paints a big picture to bring a level up. It is so unnecessary. Basically, if I ever see that PARKING ATTENDANT, I am freaking going to smash his head with a watermelon, and stuff his face and hair and mouth into a pineapple!! Why am I thinking of fruits. Arghhh! I’m gonna take a freaking baseball bat and hit his head far to the universe and not let his freaking body run HOME. Seriously, this is absolutely nothing big a case but I know the parking attendant merely just want to suck the juice of his own satisfactory account as if to smear crayons onto my parents’ dignity. Gosh my blood temp just rise up!! Simple wish, MAY THE PARKIU ATTENDON HAVE A TASTE OF BITTERNESS IN EVERY SENSE OF HIS LIFE. He is soooo bad. And I am soooo mad. Haiz.

Cool down maya… Anyways, I also wish my dad won’t be so tangled in his thoughts thinking about this. Cus if he does, everything he does goes wrong. Like if he’s driving, he won’t be concentrating fully on the road. He will forget things fast and go to the wrong directions. He’s like that and so I am worried. Praying hard everything will be ohkay.

Mentioning that, reminds me that I miss my nenek. I really hope things are doing well with nenek. Hot-air-balloon family is taking care of nenek and currently things aren’t as well yet. How can I put the pieces back nicely and in good shape when Hot-air-balloon refuses to listen? I had hoped to help in any areas but what I’ve seen and witness is there is no willingness to listen. HOW CAN THAT BE? Ahhh… this one. Another one. [maintaining my blood temperature]. HOW CAN THERE BE NO LISTENING SKILLS AT ALL? In all relationship, not only do communication plays a big part, listening does to. [fanning myself hard.] Listening is also a contributing factor to a healthy and kind relationship. People talk twice as much as they listen. That shouldn’t be it at all. Therefore, Hot-air-balloon end up in a rum of sticky thoughts and their grunginess struck me more of a style choice than the result of these unfortunate circumstances. They were a little too proud and self conscious in the way they carried themselves. Uh. Maybe not little- A LOT. Especially in their way of uphold. Wow. This paragraph is good. Hahah. I should copy paste this again should there be another time I have to blog about this.

Okie dokie that’s it for my update. I am well. And once again, I pray… I look forward with hopes to open my mind to a better day. Everyday. Insyaallah. Take great care readers.

My art.stuff.

2011-05-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

on my way to work today.

i like it. and everyone else too.

as i seen on facebook.

and then awhile later, the sun came back smiling.

and shining.

the rest of the day was cloudy...

i had some friends to keep me accompany.

even for awhile... thanks so much.

and now at late noon..

there was totally nobody. :(

i was so bored. so blardy bored.

very bored.

damnnnn bored.

i swept the entire shop.

and spray fragrance...

i sat outside wondering about-

NOTHING!!!

thankfully i went home with Masmas and later treat myself to some starbucks.

STRAWBERRY FRAPP VERY NICE.

best.

2ne1 Lonely

2011-05-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

this, you gotta watch. GOTTA WATCH AND HEAR ^^

a- go,go,go~!

the song is simple on guitar strums with melodious sound of the violin which illustrates a heart pain in the breakup of a relationship.

brings out 2NE1 vocal, raw and fresh. hees. i like.

especially Park Bom, of course. her voice is too unique, one of a kind definitely.

the chorus is so... lovely. it's stuck in my head. love 2ne1 for their style MVs and fashion always.

((:

G.E 2NELEVEN [2011]

2011-05-03T09:02:00.004+08:00

The general election is drawing near. And it is going to be my first time to vote. I saw how the procedure of voting should be… urgh. I think its scary. Hahaha. there are so many points to check for your ic! Walk abit, then stop. Walk some more, stop some more. Walk again, stop again. Whoaaaa i’m so very sleepy. I’m living in the sembawang GRC hence its PAP vs SDP. I still… am random.

In the very beginning I thought I’m just gonna be ignorant, shut my eyes and ears and vote for myself. Lol. but then the media published about the elections coming in and about the oppositions in everyday basis that I found myself attracted to reading it. hence it somewhat create a notch on me to take particular interest in it. haiz… I’m sleepy.

I very much appreciate the way the government is ruling. It’s so… uh unique? haha. and diverse to that of the other countries and we are systematic and organized. Who would think a small red dot in the world map be so well-built and structured? Yeah right?… so now the election is here, I hear this year is one of the biggest and special occasion. Why? I don’t know. Hahaha. is it cus the number of youths voting this year are larger? Hence it’ll be apprehensive. Nyaaa la. That must be it. I’m not so good with politics and I don’t know my interest in it lies WHERE…probably if it’s between jurong to pasir ris, I’m at bugis. More than just anything, I go shopping. but whenever I think of politics, my friend Keith comes to mind. he wants to be an MP one day and yo,yo,yo! Guess what guess what. Whaaaat? i support that. Okay go one. Goshhh yaar…its getting on my head. I’m sleepy. Ah k. I think that in the parliament, there definitely has to be an opposition in it. a good amount of opposition and the government can perhaps maintain a delicate balance in this free country. And so the oppositions like SDP, WP, PKMS, SPP are putting up a fight like never before and I can feeeeel yo. This grip in my hand…yo I can feeeel the struggle and wrestle of everybodehh.

I don’t want to sleep. yesterday there was breaking news sia- osama bin laden was killed by the US authorities!!

Keith informed me of the news and I managed to watch in time for the live broadcast of US president Obama, giving speech about the confirmed death of Osama on channel news asia. I was like- you’re kidding me.

Said former US president George bush, it was a momentous achievement. Yeah sweeeeet.

I still couldn’t believe this though. I don’t know. Still… *clapclap*

A couple of moons.

2011-04-25T10:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was so freakin tired. [And today too.] Hedwig was my only friend. Tada…

Haha. Hedwig now recognize my voice. It look at me the moment I walk and stare at me as I stare at it.

oh! it looked the other side.

now that side. now back at me.

so we both stare. I stare you, you stare me. all we did was just stare. Stare, stare, stare. I thought that it looks so beautiful and white. I wonder what it thought about me when it stared at me. the way it stares at me… it was urgh. Like a gangsta stare sey. Hahaha. sharp and thinkin “what you looking at girl? Want a piece of me? too bad there’s a glass sheet or else my beak will break instead”. Hahaha.

It wasn’t so bad at work yesterday. I had some friends to accompany me. I felt old cus they’re… young. Ahaha. Like what…they’re 20 years and 18 years old! Aiyooo how can I be jealous. Old is good. Old is gold. Hahah. Old is precious, old is thoughtful. Old is crazy, and old is… caring. Ahaha. Making myself feel better~ When they went off, I spent the time writing poems on the receipt paper. There’s not much customers moreover when it rain… what more can I expect. The emptiness of the shop and the sound of hoot-hoot befriend me against my reliance.

Argh. My head hurts… I’m so tired but I can’t seem to fall asleep. I don’t even know what else am I thinking. Waiting for calls of interviews but the moments surpass making me feel like there is nothing else to wait for. This is bad. This is so bad and sad. Saaaaad. Mungkin belum ade rezeki…insyaallah, I hope I will get it soon. Insyaallah.

Currently the wave of English speaking “day” is swirling around my daddy. There was this one time when he was lying down in the living room and speaking in English. He’s speaking to no one, clearly. Cus basically he’s speaking crap. Haha. Things like “today I eat roti prata and it taste so good! Sooo nice. Next time… I will buy again. Woodlands no good. Why there is no one to challenge? for the election? I want some fight, man…”

haha yeahh… and that’s how he was just mumbling and speaking his mind out loud that time. Then I said, “aiyo daddy… why so noisy?? You making me go toilet. I want to go shhit la” you know what he said?

” ehhh… why shhit? Don’t say shhit. Say you want to ‘let go’.”

HAHAHAHAA. O.M.G~

“shhit not so nice word I hear… [he meant to say he thinks the word shhit is not nice to say] say that you want to, LET. GO~”

Hahaha. ishhhhhh seriously I laughed my way and rushed to the toilet.

Haha. I think I need some panadol.

by the waterfall.

2011-04-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Masdian! J its her 23^rd birthday today and I was in a conspiracy with haru for a mini surprise celebration. Invited our sc friends and surprised her at Mindcafe Dhoby Ghaut. Thanks fizah and irfany for coming~ for the rest who can’t make it, it is okay. Not a problem yeah.(: Ooooooooh anyways, it was my first time to Mindcafe. We played games there but hunger strikes an hour later so we went off and had our uh… late lunch at MAD JACK! Very damn nice. Double, triple thumbs up. All my big thumb toes rise up! Haid. Wahahaha.

And it was my first time eating at Mad Jack. Lol. first time here, first time there. I really don’t walk around in Singapore. prolly will be lost 80% if I walk alone lor.

Gave massie some prezzie plus I baked her some cookies! Yayy. Take a looka, looka yo.

It was my FIRST TIME doing the icing. I mean- I did the icing! Did. The. Icing! Hahaha. first time a fail, second time a success. It was soooooo good and purrrrfect. I very happy yaar.

Alrighty everybody I’m off to work tomorrow. Uh-uh~ On a Sunday~ rock your bod-deyy~ gonna eat a sundae~ and have it my way~

I hope everything will go smooth and have a good sale, insyaallah. Now I miss my Molly Lemons and Begum and Mariam and everyone else. And my depm 06 class of year 08! Hees. TAKE CARE loveliesss!

Running around

2011-04-18T00:05:00.004+08:00

Today I watched an hour video on Youtube about a man giving an honorable speech- how bible has led him into Islam. It was a wonderful speech and it somehow inspired me... uh. Somewhere. Hahah. He is such a hardworking person from his adolescent days till now just being 30 plus year old, he’s still learning about Islam and spreading it. it was an interesting and beautiful speech. he felt Christianity didn’t bring him justice to the questions he’s asking to his pastors. All the pastors he asked has given him ‘programmed’ and similar answers that knowledge can be based on books but hold on to faith on what he believes. But he felt that how can he believe something that’s irrational and illogical to his thinking? At the age of 17 he has learnt about Hinduism, Taoism, Buddhism and more. Well- I gotta say that no one forces him to enter into Islam. I very much appreciate that his speech has brought me shame, embarrassment and guilt thinking about Judgment day but at the same time it felt really wonderful.

Anyways yesterday was sucha tiring day for me. I was called in for work and in the night, I attended dinner with my family members and my Gamelan troupe at Kembangan CC. I wore heels till the night and I ended up with a freaking worn out feet by the time I got back home. Urghh. Thanks so much to my sister who forgot to bring me a pair of slippers. Grrr. My feets were freaking smashed sia… like a… flatten badminton cock!!

I mean shuttle cock. Very nice ya. Don’t think baaaad. Hahaha.

Oh yeahh… the dinner at Kembangan CC wasn’t any ordinary one. You know about our election day coming? Yeah…please don’t be ignorant about it. haha as much as i’m interested, i was least concern that MP Ong Seh Hong is stepping down for the Marine GRC… and new MP BG Tan coming up. Haha shout out to my friend ‘elfiphant’ – eh. That’s your new MP ahh… he’s the new candidate ya take note. Lol.

He once told me he doesn’t know who hell is his MP… moreover, he doesn’t even KNOW he falls into which GRC and ponders whether its Marine GRC or not. Hahaha!

Other than that it was also a Karaoke night…it was fun. But… its boring too. So boring. Because it was pure karaoke only.

Today mummy cook mee bakso. And a very nice dish which i don't know what it is called.

i call it the LALA DISH. its seafood... yummy!!

tada~!! and...................... I played lemonade tycoon all daaaay. Heh.

Hehehehe. And and lastly, umar starts his school !!!

Go,go,go~!

Mummbles...

2011-04-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

Whatta tiring day today. My sales at Bird Park was pretty okay today… hit over 100 dollar sales so YAY HURRAY!! Haha to be specific it was 109 plus plus… freakin too near to a hundred right. I WAS targeting at 100, but I was hoping for a 150. Haha what the heck. But good job laaa… I hope next time I can reach over 200 with lesser… VOIDS!!! Hahaha. just now was quite abit of too much voids. Lucky no one got angry at me sey. I scared~

I watched the first episode of ‘We are Singaporeans’ on 5 just now. It’s a game show. I somehow felt it was pretty dull but I like the involvement of the audience as well as our mediacorp artistes. They hyped the spirit in the studio as I never had imagined they would go crazy like that. So the first winner was this boy who got distinctions la sia. That explains how he can answer the questions really well. Yeahh I applaud him. Brainy indeed, he knows his facts about Singapore history well. Thumbs up! Haid.

Hey its over 12am yo.

Yo yo yo!!!! I don’t know what else to say.

Satu dua tiga kucing berlari

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

ahhh mwoyaaaaaa~

I have this song in my mind, an Indonesian song which is like freakin classic. It can’t get outta my head! Lol. KALAU BULAN BISA NGOMONG~

Oh yeahh??

Eh. I cut my hair like.. dora the explorer. I’m so serious! My daddy la… he’s a good barber and I don’t wish to criticize him but the thing is, he quite outdated la sia! hahaha. I asked for a concave but he gave me a straight cut all the way. I asked for a trim, like cutting away an inch of my hair but he cut it way too much la! Wahh. I shock. I guess I must keep him abreast of the current hairstyles. Show him a picture next time and say, ‘ Daddy… wo yao this kind of hairstyle. Gunting nice,nice la…’

Ahh k bubbye. I got stuff to do tomorrow.

I think...and think.

2011-03-31T13:50:00.003+08:00

yesterday.. me and my sister were talkin about our horoscope signs. she was proud to be a Pisces and said "i'm a FISH".

she made it sound like as if its really freakin cool la..haha.
so i told her i'm Aquarius and mine's water. i said

"yeahh you NEED me!"

ahahaha.

"without me... you DIE!!"

wahahahaha

Of all the days...

2011-03-28T00:11:00.004+08:00

I can’t express my excitement towards the actor WON BIN. Hees. Ahh truly he’s not only so good looking, he fights really freakin well. Hahaha. Goshh I’m all head over heels for him sia.

Yesterday was my parents’ anniversary and we spent half of the day at DOWNTOWN EAST! Ate brunch there, and after that we went to watch a movie. Guess what we watch!! What!

The Man from Nowhere. :D that’s a Korean movie yeahhh.

credits: zinnia112

Won Bin was the main lead yeahhh. yeahhh the movie was released august 5th last year in korea, but it got a bit too late in Singapore. haha aigoooo but nevermind!! i love it like alott ya. Like really really really a lot… like really high of all the mountains in korea. my love for Won Bin goes higher than mount everest. Hahaha!

The fighting actions in the movie are awesome and I was wondering if he had some martial arts training before. I guess he had! The trailer was convincing and I was happy cus the movie was satisfying. Sooo~ satisfying to the fact that I can’t get the WHOLE movie out of my head. Lol. I had wondered how the director was gonna put the movie plot that Won Bin is the man that came from nowhere. The movie begins introducing with the drug business that’s happening somewhere in the streets of korea. it zooms into the main characters of the bad people dealing with their business and then brings in the scene of Won Bin in his shagged dressings running his pawnshop. It shows the heartfelt he has towards a little girl who keeps on spending time with him. She’s really cute. How he was involved with the bad people was because the little girl’s mother somehow interlinks with the drug business hence, she was kidnapped and the movie further develops excitingly when Won Bin shows his martial arts skill and that everyone begins wondering who he really was. The police soon discover interesting background regarding Won Bin. It turns out he was some…sort of military retiree. There was a creative pursuit, and led him to revealing the death of the little girl’s mother. It was an artistic image from that scene. The movie also gives a flashback on Won Bin’s story and an amazing fighting scene in the toilet and knife fighting scene at the end. Plus, there was a fascinating experimental way of him blasting the whole of the drug warehouse.

So overall, I could sense a similar content that could have been used in some Hollywood films, but I felt that it has struck meeee right through on its artistic effect, reasoning and fighting scenes. Interesting dark setups and I love it a lot. Giving it a whole 5 out of 5 especially when I got my mummy and daddy to hiss a ‘so handsome’ in the theatre. HAHAHAAHAHAHA! There was this part when he cut his long hair and showing his muscular body… arghhh. I’m a new fan yo YO YO!

Today I went out to gamelan. Makan there… and then met with massie and hairul. We ate at some so not nice place la. I don’t know the name… but please cross out that makan place located behind parco bugis, right next to the road. It’s not really tasteful. Hairul was doing some storytelling when apparently me and masmas got distracted upon a cyclist on his scooter. We had the same reaction- eyeing on the cyclist as he drive along with a whoaaaa impression. Hahah. His scooter was blardy red in colour and he was in a green polo t. sucha nice contrast I thought, hahaha. and then, came his friend who happened to walk past! Met him quite a few times actually and I find him freakin cute! Tsk.tsk. I couldn’t hide my widest smile when I see him! Arghhh so embarrassing deep inside but it was like was I even freakin care??! Hahaha. I looked at him like uhh some sort of fangirl. Haiz... i am quite upset that i smile too much you know. Haha. I don’t want to let him know I have a… oh! Crush??? [on him]. Haiz… if he was Big Bang TAEYANG, I guess this is how I’d be reacting. I need to slow down my reaction mode. Fighting.

Okie dokie. The clock strikes perfect 12am right now. I should be sleeping. I’m on a quest tomorrow. Don’t hunt me to much ya… I’m keeping my focus and self busy. Lol. I take that back, i’m kidding. With the internet, what else could keep me busy?? Right now it’s Won Bin. Haiz………

credits: kbsworld YouTube

SMEEEELL~

2011-03-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

this is a short clip of Big Bang's parody on a k-drama called Secret Garden. i somehow love this part ALOT. like really alot. smell it out people! ITS A MUST WATCH!

CREDIT: ChoiYama Youtube.

i'd like to share my wonderful photography works. (=

FLOWER!

i like the colour yellow here. bright and emphasizing on the emotion- happy.

happy but dares not to share maybe. a one-sided relationship.

FOOD!

this is honey-glazed grilled turkey. one look at it, its indeeeeed yummy.

i like it!

i like it?? i LOVE it.... hahaha.

PEOPLE~!

one the left- yeahh that's Aunt Samurai M :D
on the right- yeahh that's my mummy. lol.

a memory on the hard lane, a gossip on the other hand.

good old news are nice to share, especially..when you're in each others' care.

Miscellaneous!

wonder how i took this from a height? i wasn't in a building.. i was in the cable car.

i mean- the jewel box. that's what they call it now, right.. haha.

when the sun goes down..

and everybody's gone home to rest, it once again became such an unknown place.

yupp. so that's it about it. how? i've got the potential to be a great photographer sey. come on, come on people.. hire meeee! i need some moola. moola moola moola!

hey. YOU!

i'm seeeeeerioush! haid.

tomorrow is Seha's birthday. she's turning 21 and i have nothing to give her. i'm serious sia..i feel like crying a thousand pail of water!! first thing, i don't even have a thousand pails. lol. yeahh and i can't be giving her 1 million of monopoly notes right? that's all i have but funny is it. huhhhhh.

i feel so bad especially since i'm choking with no moola. tsk.tsk. wait till i work okay seha.. i'll spend you like the Sweet 16 on MTV you want?

just say don't want la.

hahaha. k.. 12.06 already..

HAPPIEE BIRTHDAY my dearest sister. i couldn't give you what you ask for right now but i have all the love to shower on you. cheyy... heh. i love you seha. when you feel like you're alone, remember, you're not k. when you feel sad or alike.. don't shed tears yourself, i'm hear to listen to you. i'll be here for youuu!

semoga dipanjangkan umur dan sihat selalu. insyaallah.. dengan niat baik seha selalu tu..semoga murah lah rezki kau eh. sayang padamu selalu!

love, kakak.

So lend some time...

2011-03-13T21:16:00.003+08:00

School is over for me. (: ITS MORPHIN TIME!!!

It’s time…the time has come yo all been waiting for. For me to enter workforce.. rrrrright. Hahaha.

Gosh the thought of entering the workforce is scary. I keep asking myself ‘am I ready?’ the questions popped up daily in my brain. Urgh… I can’t even give an answer now. That means…. What???

Haha you know right… I know yeahh yup. Uh-huh… I know what I know, do you know what I know? Lol. Hey its Pirates of the Caribbean on FIVE! I love the movie like a basket of jackfruits sia. And it’s the DEAD MAN’S CHEST.

I just had my gamelan performance yesterday and today. Dead tired… on Saturday the performance at Changkat CC ended at 8.30pm. My team…we played from 5.30pm, and by the time I reached home late I was tired but I couldn’t sleep. Yahh because you know what. My sister uh… for the first time in my golden life I can’t freakin sleep because of her SNORE. She snored like nobody’s business sia- ahh seriously it’s the first time I hear her snore like that. She snored like the world completely shut on her and meeee… what am I doing beside her? Listening to the melody of her snore. Oooh nice rhythm. Hahaha.

And then today, the performance organized by Whampoa CC started in the MORNING! Urgh… morning like as in 8.30AM, like as in we gotta leave the house at 7am, to go to Kembangan CC first then to the place. And to think last night I merely just shut my lotus eyes and not falling into real sleep. lol. My body is aching and tired that’s all. I plan to sleep early tonight. Check time… haha its 8:31pm.

Anyhoos, the performance at Changkat CC was for a wedding reception. We were told to play from 6pm to 8pm but the owner called Cik Zizah at 5pm asking where were we and telling us that the reception has started since 4pm but we were nowhere still. We came rushing at 5.30, set up and played. They demanded for a cut down on the price but we didn’t let that happen… Honestly there was miscommunication among the members in the other party.

The performance today at Whampoa was awesome. It started with a gloomy weather however… it rained before the event started and it was freakin heavy okay. Aigooo… heavy like nobody’s business~ plus, my hair was not in a good mood! Its… crazy! The rain was crazy, the stage was crampy, and crazy. Cik Zizah blabbered and make me crazy! My contact lenses.. was crazy! Blurred and I wore on one side only. Basically la… today started as crazy for me but because we put on a fantabulous performance, i applaud on my team. I love it. We did a great performance and everyone seems to listen to each others’ sounds well. Good job. I hope my cuzzie Mardiah upload the photos on facebook. I could put up another time. Heh.

Oh ya… how can I forget. IT SHOW! It was my first time going to an IT show last Friday at Suntec. Got a hard drive which comes with a FULLHOUSE drama. ^_^

Umar got his lappy for school and iTouch sia…. I’m so sad cus I have no money. But I had a good time there, getting to bargain the stuffs. It was whoaaaaaaaaa. Not forgetting to mention about the crowd. Aigooo totally O-M-G la kann. Ramai la sangat orang sampai tak boleh jalan. I mean- people is just too much there until you can’t even walk your way through. Tsk.

I am waiting for another IT show coming this year.. gonna save up my money and buy stuffs. Anything whatsoever. Talking about that… I no money now. I must work to save some yeahhh.

Oh yes before I sign off and go to sleep, Big Bang my favourite kpop group has made their comeback after a long 2 year plus hiatus. Though they have been busy with solo promotions, fans want to see them as a group back together. So here they are. Dude you’re listening to their song.hehehe. their promoting their title track which is TONIGHT. It’s addictive. Try hear another track called CAFÉ as well… awesome. I ordered their CD already. It’s HEREEEEE! But I haven’t taken the photo.

Big Bang is one of South Korea’s top boy group. Since making their comeback on 24 february 2011, all the other boy groups put away their activities so as not to clash with them. I was surprised at first as I didn’t know about this and true enough, the other boy groups disappeared! Haha because they know Big Bang’s gonna rule the Music charts long fosho!! Cool… just do your best ya Big Bang. I’m gonna love them for-evahhh!

Moonlight.

2011-03-03T10:10:00.002+08:00

went to WANNA-B cafe last saturday 260211, with Huda, Masmas, Haru and Jasjas.

thank you for the sweet time together~

BIG BANG'S out with their MV. totally cool... they're really cool. you're listening to their newest song, title track Tonight on my blog! hees.

Extreme style.

2011-02-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

I cut my brother’s hair a FAUXHAWK!!

And it wasn’t easy… almost 2 hours and he was getting tired. Lol. But thank you very much for trusting me to cut your hair, and to daddy for your guidance. Basically why this style… if you ask me.. oh well. Taeyang was in my mind la that’s why. :D

It’s time… dad.

That I take up your talent. HAHAHA…

Plus, BIG BANG is gonna make a comeback yaar. After 2 years hiatus- minus the members’ solo activities, they’re now back as a group with refreshing style and song. I’m soooo anticipating. BIG- BANG HOO HA-HA!

Exam. period.

2011-02-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

STUDY time~

truth hurts.

there, the river flows

the water's really cold

gently wraps around my hand

but i feel nothing

i thought i could feel it pricked

but it didn't

you were but a minute freak

i told you so

so don't get drown.

staring down

hard on ground

face down

mesh like wire

ruffles scuffles flaring on air

the bass's just got fire

and blasting speakers,

everywhere.

i just hope things get well soon. insyaallah.

Ohhhh well.

Nothing anymore.

2011-02-14T21:10:00.002+08:00

I went to somerset 313 last Saturday to get BIG BANG uniqlo t shirt! Hah. Yep..what can I say.. I’m a pretty huge Big Bang fan. Hahaha. I think twice about getting it though. Then I realized that it’d be nice if I have at least a collection of Big Bang specially printed tees and support them, since I didn’t get to see them perform last year… so I got T.O.P’s t shirt and seha got G-Dragon’s hoodie design. It’s totally cool and awesome. Very nice.

We walked around orchard and we realized that we missed walking there. Lol.

Both of us got a Cotton On’s pink slipper! Cute huh.

After that we went to see grandma. She’s getting well but has swellings on her hands and legs. I just wished that she could walk…not using the wheelchair too often. But due to the swelling, so… I guess that’s why la. Makes her hard to walk. Its okay grandma… I love you. Haha… And my mind… couldn’t get off the thoughts about not being able to study. Yeah… I was like thinking, I should really study and focus when I get to the hospital. In the end, I get to study for about 2 hours at the hospital. Glad that I can concentrate despite the noise. The environment is pretty good and clean actually.

And today, the test… urgh. Don’t talk to me about it. Lol. If I get a B or C I’ll be glad, really. This one cannot hope for an A uh…

Alrights… gotta keep studying~ best of luck to all my friends sitting for our LAST tests and exams! (:

callin SOS !

2011-02-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

I worked!!

For four days of the CNY. Yesss ahh… I worked as a retail assistant in WOD [World of Darkness], at JBP. It was a great experience and I met very nice staff there including my lady boss. She was wild but religious. Lol.. never had I met anyone like her who talk so much and like a minah, at the same time religious. It was fun and easy to communicate with her, and to ask her for advices. She’s wise and earnest with giving opinions or thoughts… and when it comes to work, she maintains strictness. She told me to consider coming back, and do part time work there with her. Umm..yep. okays, I shall consider haha thank you for the offer. But the thing about being there as a retail salesperson, its very very times 1000 boring. I tell you… I no lying~~ it’s hella bor-ring that you can fall into deep sleep. The thing about WOD is as its name la. Hahaha. everything around you is DARK. And you’re selling GLOW in the DARK stuffs… and some crazy kids’ toys. The shop is hella small la. If I step away from the counter already I would fill 2/3 the space in the shop. Hahah. I’m going crazy.

But anyways! like I said what matters is the experience of working there and getting to know the staff and the kind of visitors there. as I’m writing this mcblog-blog, I’m listening to radio 89.7fm. I just want to say…. what the hell is this song i’m listening to sia.

Lol. Very funny and weird ah.

So you want to hear a ghost story?? wahhahaha. No choice. READ.

Not perfectly correct about the storyline but here goes- This lady G works as a home nurse. So what she does is to take care of a grandma. Sometimes, she has trouble taking care of the grandma and find weird things happening around the house but she thinks it’s just natural. One day she heard from the neighbours who warn and talk to her about the grandma.

They said that the grandma already died a long time ago. And what’s living in her body right now is a devil. To be precise in Malay its actually ‘saka’. the grandma who had died had owned the devil and now, it refused to leave its owner thus living in the body. In the morning, the grandma is just like any old people. Sit in the wheelchair..and had to be carried to transfer her to chair. G had to also cook for her and the worst thing was that the grandma has a trench smell. It was really really bad that G cannot take it. However, G realized that every night past 12am, the grandma became a different person. Strong, and no need wheelchair to walk. One night, she saw the grandma went to the kitchen, open the fridge… and eat raw meat. Tearing it into pieces and eating A LOT of it. It seems like it’s been years since the grandma hasn’t eat. So now, she actually don’t want this job. She wants to quit, BUT she can’t. she has signed a contract and not able to breach it. She scared if anything happens to her.

so poor thing huh? Hope someone could help her out. But seriously, it gets scarier when that thing knows you know about them sey. In Malay this ‘saka’ thing is definitely a sin la for anyone to have it. Basically in the olden days the people will own this thing to gain ‘power’. And it will be a heredity kind of thing once lets say you get old, this thing has to be passed down to the next person. Usually the grandchild or anyone members of the family. Urgh. I don’t want to talk about it ah. Hahaha.

Okays. I finished shooting today. Alhamdullillah… My team is participating some short film competition. This is definitely a last minute thing that we decided to do to enhance our fyp… and the fact that next week is already test… and the week after is exam. Urgh. Last test and exam and I shall graduate! Yayyy. Okay still got editing to do for the short film…

Umar bought the family dinner for his first pay today. Sweet huh. Hahaha. thanks my dear. Oh and he fetch me downstairs!!! With loooovvveee. Ahaha.

Lol. And I was just laughing when I read this… just now. Huda updated her FB status- “By far, only few men make me cry when they cry. One of them is my dad. The other is……… Shahrukh Khan. Hehehe!”

Funny sia you… hahaha. I likeeeee!

Hah. And it’s time I should be studying. :(

I can do it. YAAAARGH!

Talkin to the moon.

2011-02-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

what happens todayyy...

not yet sleepy.

Happy New Year to my chinese friends! Wishing you great joy and happiness with the ones you love.(:

JIBE GAJIMA, baby~

2011-01-29T17:52:00.002+08:00

credits: missnaleeyall YouTube

as promised. i knew someone would put in the lyrics on a video to this song. LOL.

this is one of the BEST song on GDTOP album. released last year on the 24th december, i think.

if there were this album here, i'd buy.

but i've no idea how to ship. buy stuff oversea.. yeah. ship ship...

credits: jxleungg YouTube

initially park bom is supposed to sing this song.

either way, i like it alot. bommie definitely can do wonders to this song as well. (:

talk, talk!

2011-01-29T17:46:00.003+08:00

How many weeks have I not update my blog? Hmm… lets see… 1,2, 3 weeks? Hahha. Whatever. I celebrated my birthday in the hospital, at St. Andrews. Least I could think of. Lol.. But with the disaster-like situation occurring between my family and relatives, I feel happy and less. That’s the least I could feel for. Nevertheless, when I reached home later the night, I got one of the best and sweetest birthday present ever. I got a Renoma bag for my WORK life, hahaha. and.. a dress and bangles. It’s really a wow you know. You know, you know. Hahaha. I totally love it. Not forgetting people wishing me on FB.. there were like 70 plus people who wished me. I replied to all. I should have counted how long it took me to answer each and everyone’s post! Lol.

I arrived late yesterday to see grandma. She’s in a wonderful condition and she stroke my hair!! Probably cus I look freaking tired yesterday and I just stared at her. Hahaha. then got back home, I watch 2 days and 1 night- that variety Korea show. Freaking funny, I like~

By the way, like 2 weeks ago, I went to science center with masmas, huda and haru. I thanked haru many times.. and here comes another one. Thanks haru for the free entry to science center. I long time no go there. Okay bye.

Ahaha. Then.. we had loads of fun.

must be figuring how to lift himself. lol.

I love this picture. Huda jumps… but I can’t see her feet off the mat! Hahha cute!!!

Went to IMM and ate. Heard lots of stories about haru’s life at ns. Funny shhhit… those weird stories about artist. Some artist have bad personality but its not seen in the lime. So it kind of interesting to hear the insight character of them. And apparently he talk about sleeq. Hah! I just remembered to ask for an autograph. Lol. But the thing is, I didn’t have a piece of paper to request for a member of sleeq to sign on. I told haru to get that celebrity sponsor me his own paper. Hahaha. but then I felt bad, so I went daiso where I almost forgot that I should buy a piece of notebook or what la… till I reached the counter then I remembered. All I got to grab hold was a tiny envelope. =.= so I gave one to haru and hopefully it’s signed. But then ah… I haven’t gotten it till now la kan. Takpe.. I wait. Anyways, I’ve been busy in school. So I’ll worry about that the last thing on mind.

I’m going to see nenek later.

Today!

Yyyup!

Water colours..

2011-01-09T23:25:00.003+08:00

Like all the other polytechnics, yesterday on Saturday marks the end of open houses. And this is the only picture I got of SP’s open house. Pathetic, maya, pathetic sey. Hahaha. but I honestly think that this year’s SP open house isn’t boring. It’s fun and beautiful. It highlights a youthful scene especially at the plaza. The great thing about SP is that you got off at dover and tap your card and walla~!! You can blardy see SP! Heh.

Yes so this year, our skate park is open and free to the use of public. You can straight away see this when you enter SP. Plus, the Mcdonalds which is easily sighted, inclusive of McCafe. Aww… I like. It makes me feel energized sey. If you’re an SP-ian, would you? I don’t know but I feel good about this. I like the new SP transformation, its having a lot of renovation though. In the “inside” of the forest of blocks uh… duhhhh. Hahaha.

Not forgetting to mention that my group’s project for our fyp goes into the Spinnovex. Wowowowow. What’s spinnovex? Spin-oh-vex is a platform where SP students managed to successfully showcase their innovative ideas and projectsss. Yep. That’s brainy and shorty explanation from myself. Haha! Shuddup. So… that’s where my stress was put into during those times where I was freaking busy and having trouble adapting to life with problems and solutions. Everytime there’s problem, find solution, problem, solution. It teaches me a lot. I freakin went crazy when no one cares about how I feel. Haiz… those were the times. And I’m proud to have contributed like 60 to 70% of the project report. Haid! I’m glad to have done my part and I try to do my best everytime. Thus, I feel satisfied… Just don’t take my light.

What part of my project went into the spinnovex? It’s a video! =.=

A video which wasn’t played like what- at all??? Whoever takes charge of that “dark booth” freakin bias la. Hahha. Sorry I just had to say it cus everytime my group and I went there to check, it’s the same thing being played! Some animation/ game project called Bite Jack. Thanks a lot la k. but anyhoos, I don’t really care now. Its finished.

Onto my grandmama, she’s now been discharged from hospital. However, she’s not home yet to my aunt’s place where she belongs instead, she’s at some care hospital. I don’t know for WHAT reason she’s there cus grandma’s in good shape already. Daddy called her to stay with us but she refused. What’s wrong… grandma… and and… daddy got into an accident last Wednesday. Not naming anyone as I don’t trust the internet but I hate when people talk like as if we [my family] are fools and telling us to do something like as if we do not know. We know the same. Don’t have to make us feel crushed or stumped. As a result, it’s making us rush. Daddy can’t be under pressure like having too many thoughts under one roof of his brain. He can’t think straight and that’s why the accident happened. He doesn’t hit others but others hit him. But being the bigger vehicle against the smaller one, he had to take the blame. It was unlucky at the time but it were meant to happen, then I leave it all to Allah. Very ma fan. Now it all comes to me thinking again, why does bad things happen to good people? I may never know… haiz…….

Unfold

2010-12-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

The sun lays its ray the last time for today
setting back the tray of darkness that is here to stay
on the solid ground with cupping hands in place
This one will not last like that day, I pray

If tale were to unfold rolling fingers out again
i’ll give it back to you before it all ends
for as long as the waken pain will not faint
There’s nothing that i want to gain, ever again.

::2:18pm, Weds 29 Dec 2010::

I thought she was getting better, but she got worse! What is this! What? Why? i think she’s faking it, but at the same time, I think not. Grandma’s being suspected of having stroke… this can’t be sey… I mean, she’s not helping herself. She’s basically just stubborn. I know she’s strong but she’s just faking having no strength. I don’t believe this. She was perfectly healthy but look at now, she might have to stay another 2 weeks in the hospital. *total shaking head*

*shakes head* haiz… *shakes head*

Having to stay in the hospital for long hours has caused everyone to sacrifice their time and be together. The good thing about this is that it increases the families’ bonding. Those cousins I hardly talked with due to the sense of awkwardness between us, has made us closer and… we talked more. Yahh. And we even played the monopoly card game and made the waiting area our space. Hahah. Yeah we rule the freakin. Waiting. Area!! =.=

Grandma’s strong, I know deep inside. She suddenly just lost her willpower to move. I don’t know why and what caused it but for the rest of us, we know she’s not that ill. For the rest of us, we can’t afford the hospital charges. We can’t also afford to sacrifice too much of our time off not working. We just want grandma to get well fast but she’s not helping herself to get well. Her being like this got me a lot worry and it hurts me to see she’s doesn’t want to move. You know, her body, is getting smaller. She gonna be like the size of an elf! Seriously sey… on another note where my aunts are discussing about taking care of her, I wished not to interfere but, I’d just like to remind myself and them that I don’t want history to repeat itself. I can’t accept it now that I’ve grown and understand. Just like…

haiz.

Like a cinderella.

2010-12-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

Grandmama was admitted to hospital last Friday! I was relieved it wasn’t like she’s in worst condition but it’s because she’s just grown weaker. She hasn’t been eating well and the water retention in her body has caused her feet to swell. I just pray she’ll get better. Very soon cus I love you grandma.

My mind’s bothering about school work though I don’t really know what else I should do. Hmm… seriously I feel worried. Sometimes all the things I want to say can’t be said here. We all know the internet is never safe. In all aspects, in my perspective. I guess I’ll just jot some stuff into my diary then.

Oooh. It’s Taken now on Star Movies! That’s a very good movie you know. Haha. Yeahh because there’s action in it… I like~ To add on, the storyline is great too so it’s worth watching if you haven’t. You can learn from the movie too. easy. Don’t travel without your parent’s sincere consent. Problems will start from there. Hahaha. good one right.

I watched like 3 Stephen chow’s movie straight last Sunday. I could hardly get enough of those kung fu plus, his silly silly acts. It’s just so adorable I mean- sucha good looking man always playing fool! Hahha. I like~ TONIGHT I’m looking forward to watch a Chinese ghost movie. It’s always interesting… so I like~

I always wonder why mummy’s not afraid to watch a Chinese ghost movie but she’s more frightened of watching a Malay ghost movie. Weird sey.

GD and Top’s album is out for sale last Friday! Oh. Whoa. Hahah. 24/12/2010. marking this date in my head! hah.

Serious shit I want to buy! I’ve listened to a few numbers in the cd. And this one’s the best- DON’T LEAVE [jibe gajima]. It has a cute and lovable lyrics which you should read. I’ll go find the song with eng subs and post it here. Not so soon though. && Don’t forget to hear then ohkayys. Wokay!

Annyong. Goodbye. Adios.

Dream

2010-12-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

I am in school and doing school work. Groupwork.

I know~ haha. Its nearing Christmas but there’s hardly time to waste for schoooool! Grrr. I just can’t wait to go home. I’m doing as much as I can, what I can and all. When I’m at home I worry about fyp instead. I need a break I think…

Yesterday seha told me what happen at work. I thought it was the best laughter of the day ever.

She told her kids that, “Everyone, Miss Maya [the kids call her Miss Maya] wants all of you to come to school on thurday ah… no skipping class.

Then most of the kids said something like “If I don’t want to come then how Miss Maya??”

“Because, miss maya got some presents for all of you. A Christmas present! Also… since you all will graduate and go away, I will also go away from here you know”

“huh? Why!! You mean you will not be here??”
“We cannot come and visit you??”

“ya… I won’t be here anymore…”

Everyone started crowding her and said “But Miss Maya I will miss you…”
“Miss maya when you go away, don’t forget us ahh..
“don’t forget us okay…”

Then kenny forced himself forward and touched seha’s shoulder. He said,

“Miss Maya, don’t forget yourself ah..”

HAHAHAH.

Cute…

Like this.

2010-12-15T22:51:00.001+08:00

I followed mum and dad to work after that me, mum and seha went to bukit gombak’s bazaar and then causeway point. My legs can hardly WALK now. Feeling really tired..

GD [G-Dragon] and TOP of Big Bang released an album yesterday and had a world premiere via Youtube. So I did watch a bit of it and it was really cool. my first time to watch a live streaming from Youtube and it did gave me a sense of satisfaction. GD and TOP are totally awesome. I felt that their music is really high ‘quality’ and is very distinguish from any other rappers in Korea. Their standard can be leveled to that of hollywoods. Dude, I’m being sincere.

Should listen to “Oh Yeah”, featuring Park Bom. Bommie’s voice is no stranger in YG Entertainment family. She’s the one who has the 8-octave string. Powerful, huh. Hahah.

Tomorrow I’m gonna do fyp. In school. Haiz.

Peace.

2010-12-11T17:10:00.003+08:00

My friend, Fitri participates in this competition held by Ngee ann poly. He’s got into the Wildcard and from what I gather is that the winner will get to perform at NP’s open house. Any more prizes?? Can share with me?? hahah! just kidding lerrr. That money if won just spend it wisely. Chey. I sound very wise.

credits: NPCampusRock Youtube

Team FINGERPRINTS. Yah please stop the song on my blog to listen. Heh. Find yourself! Ahaha. sorry.

I honestly think it’s a great job done by his team. Took a while to recognize which is him. Hahaha. I got it.. the guitarist. That big build guy yeahh that’s him. However, I think the vocalist need to enchance his vocal- keep it stable while singing cus he sounds a bit shaky somewhat. and… have a clear practice on his diction. In the some parts I thought he’s murmuring instead of singing. I think it is important that in a band when you’re performing live, lead singer should have a clear diction especially when the voice is gonna be covered by the loud music.

The choice of song plays a part too and I think it’s good. This one they perform Bruno Mars’s Just the way you are. I saw one group sang It’s all about you by… …
oh ya. Mcfly. Almost forgot. Hahaha. I think the arrangements plays a big time too. But anyhoos, it’s cool. best ah sia. Good job, good job! Fighting, Fingerprints!! Go,go,go~
I think you can win. I like talent competitions.

I saw one of the competing group called TELETUBBIES??? Lol. *smack forehead*

I’m done with my semester tests…argh. It’s like the worse I think I’ve ever done. Studied just one day before the test! That’s the highlight la sia. Why I do this I too don’t know. I leave to Allah to help meeeeeeee. I pray and pray… don’t make me feel like ♪ talking to the moooooon~ ♪

I cried on the 3^rd test. i really did badly. With 2 minutes to finish a junk of 20 marks questions? wei. this includes my thinking cap sia. I think slow and i write freakin slow uh…I’m so sad. there’s some that I left blank too. I couldn’t hold my emotions because I was feeling sick at the same time. It felt really bad for me…haiz… but THANK YOU nikki, atik, vian and elfie though…for comforting me. I felt better at the very least. Thanks (:
Seriously, I hope we all make it. No fails.

I recently got myself into interest with this Yuen Biao. Guess who is he la k. okay.

Gosh… i don’t know why I like fighting Chinese movies a lot. Their kung fu are freakinn amazing… those animal moves. Very categorized and perfect. Lol. I don’t know what I mean… but I get what I mean. If you don’t know what I mean… you can don’t bother figure out at all. Hahaha. so crap. Shuddup.

So Yuen Biao is an action actor! Hahah! should’ve guessed already rrrright. my hero. I watched a lot, and I really mean it- A LOT OF his old films including The Iceman Cometh (1989). All of this is just recently and now I’m a fan of his. Yahh… He is old right now and friends with Jackie Chan, Sammo hung… ah. Great fighting skill. I wished I could do great fighting moves too. can’t get a nice picture of him.

And… this is now. When he’s OLD…

Tada~! Hahaha.

By far The Iceman Cometh is my favourite because it’s funny! Great story and great chemistry between him and Maggie cheung. There’s one part when Yuen Biao was over the phone with Maggie, she was struggling in the arms, held as a hostage by the villain. She asked him for help and he didn’t believe her at first. When he heard her screaming like mad over the phone, then he believed and asked her to describe the villain. She just plainly struggle and screaming, “Lam! he looks like Lam!!!” and the phone was dead. Yuen Biao left the phone stand and ran around not knowing where to go, asking “Lam! Who is lam? Who is LAM?!”

Just then a person walked with a magazine and Yuen Biao grabbed his shirt and said, “Lam! tell me who is Lam!! who is Lam!” the man was shocked and said, “ Lam?? I don’t know.. you mean this Lam?”
He flipped his magazine and showed GEORGE LAM. HAHAHAAH funny shit. Hell yeah it didn’t occur to me the villain looked like George lam. I can’t forget that scene. :D

And if you wanna watch the last fighting scene… it’s darn GOOD. Enjoy.

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pick up the phone.

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It's term test week.

this is last minute study.

i hope i'll do well in all subjects.

i'm so scared.