my bestfriend's boyfriend cheated on her again. asshole.
hahaha. i can't believe that word comes from my mouth. i speak only the good words so if something like "asshole" comes out its something extremely annoying and friggin' gets me on me nerves~
this guy, he's sucha toy. he is the toy that toys people's feelings. he is a freaking problem man. hahaha. i met masmas at causeway point earlier today and had dinner with her at pasta mania. i was so afraid to tell her. actually i was debating myself whether or not i should tell her. should i let it go and keep on advising her to move on and just forget him? or should i tell her now, at this very moment, let her cry her heart out and done with it.
yeah i took option 2. id helped me well. he was so nice and helpful. but then.. i realised its pretty hard to tell mas. i couldn't muster courage, truthfully speaking. seriously. it was so hard to tell her. anyways, i did. told her slowly...and yeah. but the best part was i cried too! haha. i'm supposed to be there and be the support for mas but then i don't know why the blardy hell i cried. hahah. too emotional uh. cannot tahan. as a bestie, i just.. feel for her. you know. yeah if you know.
its not once, twice but thrice that she broke up with him. and i've told her so many many times that come the third time it is the same excuse. we can't deny but its such a trend. this guy is getting older and bolder. and gong gong and ding dong. she got to move on ahead than him already. that's the only things to be fair to herself. i told her never to depend on him or even expect his calls because it is merely just lies. he's gonna treat her like rubbish knowing that she is always there for him. but seriously, after i advised my bestie masmas, i really hope she would look in the positive side and 'X' him away from her life.
haiz... this is what i'm afraid. have never been in relationships but still... i'll just pray that i will be kept away from such situations. insyaallah.
oh. it's a minute to 1.30am and i am so hungry.
hungry. oh.
