bummer. hell-o everybody. it's Bumblebee with tonight's weather report. the weather's chilly right now, and the rain has just stopped. i am of course, reporting on behalf of North residers here. i've got the pride of Woodlander on my shoulder sey. the wind is blowing softly whispering to trees and the temperature is about 25 to 28 degrees all around Singapore.
WOW! i sound like a reporter? got ANOT? -.-
haahha
wokays. today's a little sad for me.. argh. it's on replay. i feel really sad over some incident which happened to me at school. i need someone to console and talk to me... but. noone, apparently. i need someone to assure me and give me some confidence...please.. but. noone, apparently. haiz.. well- is okay because eventually i'll learn to forget. forget that ugly incident i mean..and forgive myself and others as well. but everything is kept to myself, it's all pain.
already i feel sadden over that blardy shyte, something else happen. haiya. adding mustard sauce over prata on my mood only sia~!! what-the-toot. :'(
i was at a four junction road to cross. i could cross horizontally or vertically cus either way i'll reach my destiny. from where i was walking, i'm going to cross horizontally but i missed the green man. so i pressed again at the traffic light and waited. but i wanted to get home fast, cry and bath so i turn and face the other way to cross vertically. because i know la after red man on horizontal, green man coming on vertical right.. brilliant sense maya. ^^
initially there isn't anyone but suddenly
one aunty with 2 kids appeared, seems rushed. waited a short while then she went over and pressed the button making HUMONGOUS fuss la sia.
she was fussing about noone pressing the BUTTON, out loud. what to do? ignore lor.
but just as she pressed, green man already appeared. well, i knew that'll come even if you don't press. you would too.. i'm sure. right?? no? shuddup.
it was a busy road anyways. this next part is killing me. killing me softly ah siaaaaaaaa
i actually crossed and walked ahead than the aunty since she was too busy fussing. but, BUT! as she took me over pulling along those two kids, she said this-" diri aje kat situ tak tau nak tekan butang. macam orang bodoh gitu tak tau nak buat ape. tunggu ape pun tak tau. tunggu BAPAK dier agaknye nak kene ajar... "literally means-
" stand there only don't even know to press the button. like a stupid person not knowing what to do. waiting for what also don't know. must be waiting for her FATHER to teach..."haiz.. heart pain sia. total hurt. i turned my head to her when i heard her say the word "BAPAK." why mention daddy? :'(
but on that scene, i was blardy furious la sia. i wanted to say back to her [or shout at her okay] but i stopped myself. that's because i caught her daughter looking- that aunty- urgh!
she's a MUM! for goodness sake. i stopped myself because i respect her as a MUM sia. honestly,
my blood rush UP sey. i angry sey. ohmygosh.
scolding/ insulting me aloud and indirectly is one thing. mentioning BAPAK is another thing okay. my dad is the most reasonable, loving dad who could ever taught me everything about life. but SHE, she ain't reasonable at all. Watch your
tape.
her daughter is about 9 year old and she was looking at me with the most fear and sad expression. she was indeed worried i guess.
sorry kid, your mum acted so childish. insulting other persons over small matter in public, never learn that from such mum. that's wrong. haiz.. your mum gila? i think she was having fits.. too emotionally depressed and angry over personal matter, i became the victim.
seriously, can i sue her???haiz.. it was really hurtful you know.
to hear her shitty voice and see her bummered so hammered face. what more could i ask for today?
i need time to heal myself so i will talk about singapore idol some other time.
sorry mcblog for postponing the topic yet again.
ya Allah.so..... goodnite everyone (:
